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I woke up feeling like a zombie, I looked in the mirror and I jumped. I had hickeys all over me. Nah I'm kidding, I'm just ugly.
I walk into the shower and play Jack and Jack because I love them :) I'm in the shower for an hour and when I get out I've got 5 missed called from Ethan and 7 from Grayson. Shit.
I call Ethan because I cannot be asked for Gray right now. He picks up and says "Where are you? The video needs to go up in an hour!" Shiiiiiiiiitttttt.
I look at my phone and finally realise what time it is.. 11am. "I'll be there in a min" I hang up the phone, not waiting for a response and get dressed into a hoodie and some leggings. i grab my keys and laptop and leave the house.
I drive to their house and knock. Gray answers, yay. "Where the fuck have you been?" He looks at my hair, which is soaking wet. "You had a fucking shower when we have to upload a video?!" He shouts, going red in the face.
"I didn't realise the time, but I will upload it now you're just wasting time." I walk past him, fed up with his constant shouting everyday.
12:03pm
"Hey guys the new video is up!! Thanks for being patient with us and sorry for the 3 minute delay, technical difficulties is a curse for us. Anyways, I hope you enjoy the new video, swipe up to watch!!" Grayson posted that on his snap, Ethan doing the same.
I roll my eyes when Grayson glares over at me. "You're getting really annoying Ronnie" Gray says. "Nobody's perfect Gray, it's hard to film, edit and upload on time."I reply leaning back on my chair.
Grayson was about to say something when Emma, James and Ian walk in. "WASSUP BITCHES!" Emma screams causing all of us to laugh. My phone pings and I look at my phone.
Emma: Lol why are you laughing, this doesn't include you. plz leave.
(A/N: I know Emma is not like this in real life, it's a story so plz don't hate)
I read the text and my eyes start sweating aka I'm gonna cry. I stand up and say "Anyways I need to go bye." I go to walk out the door when Grayson says "We are going for pizza in 10 min, come with us?"
I stand there, shocked. Bailey said what?
I turn around and look him in the eye, he starts smiling. I can feel Emma's glare on me, but I don't give two flying shits about her right now. "Sure I'll come lemme just go home and fix up." I smile and leave.
I was about to leave when I got a text from Ethan.
Eth 🌍: V, don't come please.
V: Why? Ethan I expect this from Gray not you. I'm coming.
Eth 🌍: Don't you find it weird that Gray is randomly being nice to you? V I'm telling you, don't come.
V: Maybe he is changing Eth, why don't you want me to feel included? I am coming and you're not gonna change my mind.
Eth🌍: Fine, but don't say I didn't warn you.
I left him on read. We were meeting at Pizza Hut. I drive there and wait until I see someone come from the shishtar squad.
It's been an hour and nobody has shown up, maybe I went to the wrong place? I go on snap because I decided to wait a little longer and I see G post a story. I click on it and see the whole squad there, laughing with pizza in their hands, they were at home. The caption read: got ya 🤪.
I drive back home. Why didn't I listen to Ethan? Why is their squads acceptance all hat matters to me? I should've known. I should've listened.
I get home and went upstairs. Ethan was there, I thought he was with the others? "What do you want?" I say, not giving any fucks at this moment.
He looks at me and says "I'm sorry Ronnie I told you not to go, I tried to warn you V" I stare at him. "I know" I reply. He stands up and comes for a hug but I push him away.
"But I'm sorry for wanting to feel accepted, I'm sorry for wanting to feel apart of something, I'm sorry for wanting to finally go out after all these years of being restricted to two houses. But most of all, I'm sorry for wanting to be happy." I don't really know why I said all of that, but I did.
Ethan looks at me, shocked. "I-I didn't know you felt that way Ronnie." I roll my eyes and laugh, "Of course you didn't."
He still goes to hug me and I don't push away this time. This time I cry my eyes out into his shirt and after 2 minutes I break the hug.
Ethan grabs my hand and he leads me to his car. I look at him, confused. He then opens the door for me and I get in. "You don't need them to have fun V, you have me." He smiles at me then starts the car.
Where the hell are we going?
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A/N:
Wassup :) I hope you enjoyed this chapter. There's wayyy more to come :) Ly all ❤️
Peace ✌🏽
