My Little Boy (BTS Smut)

Chapter 20

Yoongi went upstairs to Hobi's room and knocked on the door. "Hobi, are you okay?"
There was no answer.
"Please speak to me." Yoongi sighed.
There was still no answer.
"Hobi?" He asked again, getting a little concerned. "I'm going to come in now." He said before opening the door.
There was nobody there.

Yoongi looked around, confused. Where else could Hobi have gone? He always went to his room when he was upset. He heard the faint sound of crying coming from across the hallway.

Yoongi followed the sound to the bathroom. "Hobi? Are you in there?" He asked as he knocked on the door.
"Go away." Hobi sniffled.
"No. You're upset and I feel like it's because of me. Please tell me why."
"I said go away!" Hobi cried.
"I'm not just going to let you hate me forever!"
Hobi ignored the male.
"I'm coming in." Yoongi said as he turned the door handle.
"No!" Hobi cried but it was too late.

"Hobi!" Yoongi rushed to the boy. His arms were covered in cuts and he was holding onto one of Namjoon's razors.
"Hobi, why?" Yoongi teared up at the sight.
"Because of you, Yoongi!" Hobi cried and held the razor back up to his arm.
"Stop, please!" Yoongi snatched the razor away from Hobi. "I know this is my fault, but why?"
"What's the use in telling you? It'll only complicate things." Hobi sniffled.
"I don't care. Tell me, now." Yoongi ordered.

Hobi took a deep breath. He really didn't want to tell Yoongi this way. "I'm just jealous, okay?" Hobi avoided making eye contact with the male.
"Jealous? Of what?" Yoongi asked.
"Of you and those boys!" Yoongi's obliviousness was making the whole situation worse.

"How come?" Yoongi tilted his head, speaking softly.
"Can't you see?!" Hobi yelled at the elder. "I love you, Yoongi!"
"You what..?" Yoongi was in complete shock.
"You heard." Hobi rolled his eyes.
"Since when?" He couldn't believe what the boy was telling him.

"Since always. I've always loved you. I have no idea why because you're a lazy, antisocial, dick that just sits on the couch all day and doesn't talk to anyone and-"
"Shh." Yoongi held the teary boy, stroking his hair to comfort him.
"The point is.." Hobi sniffled. "That I saw something in you. Even if you are grumpy and miserable, you still make me smile when you talk to me."

"Thank you for making the effort, Hobi. I know the others don't really try since I'm so reserved." Yoongi smiled softly.
"I'm annoyed because I wanted you to go to the strip club and have fun. Instead, you completely ignored me and went off with those dancers!"

"Hobi, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to ignore you." Yoongi ran a hand through the boy's hair.
"At first, I admired those boys because they were pretty. Then, I admired them because they got to touch you and actually talk to you properly. But then I realised that you liked them back and that made me sad."

"Hobi, if I knew that this morning then I never would have gone out with those boys today. I never want to do anything that would upset you." Yoongi explained.
"I feel selfish though. Why would you do that for me if you don't even like me? You like them.." Hobi looked down sadly.

"I don't like them enough to risk our friendship for them." Yoongi said softly, making Hobi look up at him.
"Really?" He sniffled.
"Of course. You mean so much to me, Hobi. Way more than they do." Yoongi smiled.

"So, you'll break up with them?" Hobi asked shyly.
"As soon as we've gotten you cleaned up, I'll call them and break up with them straight away."
"You'd do that for me?" Hobi blushed a little.
Yoongi nodded.
"But I just ruined our whole friendship by telling you that I love you.."
"I'm still here, aren't I?" Yoongi raised an eyebrow and smiled. "Now, let's go downstairs and clean your arms."
Hobi nodded and walked out of the bathroom with the male.