As you saw the food in front of you, you licked your lips which startled Namjoon yet he liked the sight of it. He thinks you look attractive (all of them think that, they just don't have to urge to tell you... yet).You looked at him which clearly caught his attention. You stared into his eyes like you were about to say something. You remembered what you wanted to tell him and started to talk to the guy sitting next to you.
"Why are you being nice to me?" You asked while looking confused into his dark brown eyes.
"We don't want to be harsh on you, we like you and want you to feel home... It's just, we don't trust you yet to move freely in this house. I know the others have been acting not so nice towards you, because they want you to show some respect." He bluntly explained while scratching his neck.
"You aren't going to poison me, right?" You asked the guy slowly while looking at the food that was on you lap. Namjoon shook his head and took a fork to taste the food in front of you, he just sat there smiling at you when you noticed that he was doing just fine. He looked at you with the fork in his hands.
"Open your mouth Y/N." He said calmly which startled you a bit.
"I-I can feed myself, Namjoon." You stuttered which made the guy smile at you.
"Would you do it if I say please?" He asked cutely which made you blush at his sudden change in attitude.
"..Uhm... Well, uh-" you got cut off by Namjoon who placed the fork with food in your mouth which clearly startled you. He did it softly and smiled at you.
"You look so cute when you are startled." Said Namjoon softly while lifting the fork once more to signal you to open your mouth.
"T-Thanks?" You asked unsure if you should take the compliment. You figured out that you had no choice to not get feed by Namjoon so you just let him do his thing.
"You're quite obedient if you just want to... I don't want to ask for much Y/N, but if you just behave and listen to us we won't be so harsh on you. If you ever try to do something that doesn't please us, you will get severe punishments." He said softly but growled at his last sentence which scared you a bit.
"Well... I figured out that I have only a 000.001% chance of escaping this hell hole... And I clearly don't want those 'punishment' or whatever." You rumbled on and on while Namjoon just looked at you.
"So is that a yes?" He asked trying his best to sound polite.
"Yeah whatever. But you can't force me to respect you. You have to earn it." You said slowly while grabbing him by his collar.
"Fair enough. We won't trust you fully since you already wasted that chance." He replied while leaning forward to be only inches apart from your face. His breathing hit your neck which gave you shivers. He took your hand which was located on his collar and grabbed your wrist.
"If you just be this calm and respectful we would not need to chain you." Whispered the guy in your ear.
He took your chin lightly and looked into your eyes. You just looked into his eyes trying to get his motives but all you could find was emptiness. You started to get lost in them and both of you just stared at each other. Namjoon was clearly fascinated when he saw your beautiful eyes. He was drowning in them. He suddenly made a swift move to pin you down to the bed with both arms restricted. You didn't care at the moment and kept your eyes on his.
"I wish you could look at me like that every single minute of every single day." He said in a deep tone.
"I want you to only look at me. I want you to be mine." He confessed while he slowly leaned forward to kiss your neck. You didn't move an inch which you couldn't understand yourself. You just focused your eyes on only him. Like he did something to you. You can't explain the way he looked at you. His eyes were filled with passion, yet his brown orbs look so lifeless at the same time. Namjoon caressed your cheek who was still on top of you. You didn't mind his actions at all, you just didn't know why.
"Did you loose yourself in my eyes Y/N." was all he could ask and you slowly nodded.
"I'll be gentle with you for today, because you show a side that I never saw before. I want this side of you. You are calm, quiet and confused. I want you to drown in my eyes. I'll make you mine." He said gently while kissing you. You slowly kissed him back which you would never expect and pulled away. He lets go of you and you slowly touched your lips with your fingers brushing off of your red lips. You sat down and looked at him.
"W-Why did I kiss you? Am I even myself? Waaaaait... You didn't put anything in the food.... Right? What am I doing with my life?" You slowly said and started to confuse yourself. He placed his hand on your back and embraced you into a hug.
"If all of us were this gentle with you, it wouldn't be a surprise for you to obey us... You wouldn't ask for a forceful kiss... You are just confused and so am I at the moment." Was all the Guy could say.
"But you're my kidnapper... I couldn't possibly fall for you." You replied quietly.
"You never found love in this world Y/N. Maybe you are longing for someone tender. Well I gotta go and do some stuff... See you later." Said the male and left the room. You laid back down and tried to process the whole scenario. It played over and over in your head but you can't figure out what happened to you in that moment.
"He's right... He's actually right..." You said while looking at the ceiling.
"I never got loved ever since I became an orphan." You continued.
"And why did he just leave me?! That jerk." You thought while keeping your fingers on your lips.
Meanwhile Namjoon blushed a thousand shades of red because of what just happened. Hoseok walked by and saw the flustered male smiling.
"What did she do?" Asked Hoseok in a 'she obviously did something' tone while crossing his arms.
"Uh... I kissed her, but she did not pull away. She actually kissed me back." Whispered the leader which made Hoseok look at him with shock.
"What did you do to her?" Asked Hoseok all of the sudden.
"I was gentle with her unlike You, Yoongi or the rest of you." Retorted Namjoon.
"..." Hoseok was silent and just walked away. While he walked away he was in deep thought.
"I should try that." Said the guy with a blush.
To be continued~
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Choose Among Seven (BTS x Reader fanfic)
Fanfictionyou are an independent young female who works in a busy office in Seoul. your workplace is also near a music production studio called 'big hit'. you see a lot of people enter and exit, you especially noticed handsome guys go in and out and eventu...