Love triangle(sm)

5.

ROBIN
The drive home is peaceful, my hand is still in Shawn's and he is still playing with my rings and my fingers. I've still got his hoodie and I tried to give it back, but he wouldn't let me. I didn't realise how stubborn he is just from vine and YouTube. I've had the best time tonight, and I hope Shawn knows it.

The speakers then blast. "Hey I'm Shawn Mendes" in that unmistakable voice and I become really excited. I jump up in my seat and squeeze Shawn's hand really hard. I only realise what I've done when two Shawns begin singing In My Blood. I look around sheepishly at Shawn, who is grinning. I join him singing, even though I'll embarrass myself because of his flawless voice.

When the song finishes, me and Shawn break out into giggles.

"I don't think I'll ever get used to me coming out my car speakers." Shawn laughs.

SHAWN
Holy crap, Robin is something else. Here's a wonderful 1D reference but she really doesn't know how beautiful she is, or how talented for that matter. Her voice is angelic, but she has strong vocals at the same time, if you know what I mean. Like Ariana Grande. I want to spend all day with her, except it's only just dawn and I kind of need to get her home. However, tomorrow is Saturday so there'll be plenty of time for hanging out.

I don't know about the kiss just yet, it was amazing, but like I said before, I really couldn't stand breaking her heart. I'd have to leave her behind after six months.

ROBIN
I kiss Shawn goodnight and climb up my little steps which I made not too obviously on the wall of the house. It's for sneaking in and out, but not to parties, for the library. In fact, this is the most daring thing I've used it for.

I clamber through my window and slump backwards onto my bed, grinning like an idiot. I feel my phone buzz in my pocket. Who could possibly want anything at this time?

There will be even more social media notifications, but I silenced them all apart from DM. There's also some messages, but I'll check them after, they're probably from Mia or my mom.

There's some really cute DM from Shawns fans, asking if he's a good kisser, so I answer I'll let you know if he does kiss me XD, which is a total lie, but I can't exactly say oh yeah I just kissed him 15 mins ago it was great his hair is really soft, can I? Nope.

The other DM conversation I missed was very recent, from this weird account who's username was Shawn Mendes. Who the hell is Shawn Mendes???

Lol.

I open the conversation up.

DM Shawn-> Robin

Shawn: why the hell did you just do that
Shawn: at least tell me your ok
Shawn: ROBIN
Shawn: I'll give you ten mins
Robin: Shawn relax I'm fine 🙄❤️
Shawn: DONT DO THAT
Robin: what
Shawn: climbing up the wall like freaking Spider-Man
Shawn: I almost died FOR you
Shawn: I miss you
Robin: Shawn if you miss me you shouldn't have wasted time kissing me and talked to me instead
Shawn: that's not the vibe I picked up when you were pulling my hair ;)
Robin: trying to pull you off me ;)
Shawn: oh shut up
Robin: :|
Shawn: I want to FaceTime you
Robin: ah yes but for that you'd need my number
Shawn: ;)))
Robin: I'm not sure I can trust you with my number
Shawn: really
Robin: if i give my # to u u'd have to swear to not leak it or my career will be ruined
Shawn: yeah surrreee princess
Shawn: so you'll FaceTime me?!?!
Robin: I guess...you dork smh
Shawn: :D
Shawn: *random number because I don't understand the concept of American phone numbers lol*

Next thing I know is I'm still snuggled in Shawn's hoodie, but some gym shorts instead, and I dial the number into my FaceTime on my laptop.

I can distinctly smell Shawn's blissful scent in the cotton and I snuggle further down into my bedsheets as I await the arrival of Shawns face on my screen.

I don't have to wait for long, though, because soon enough my tired eyes were met with Shawn's, who looks like he just drank a jug of black coffee at once.

"Heyyyy, Princess!"

"Oh my god Shawn, you're not drunk are you? Where are you?!" I worry.

"I'm at home, and I'm sober, don't worry."

"Why do you look high?"

"I'm just thinking about you."

"Shawn, I'm seriously worried. Pass me on to another person."

Shawns eyes roll back into his head and another face appears on the screen.

"Hi robin." Aaliyah says.

"Hi. What's up with Shawn?"

"I don't know. He was on the phone to Andrew and then he went on Pinterest to look up-"

Aaliyah is cut off by a hand that covers her mouth and blocks the rest of the sentence.

"Okay bye Aaliyah" Shawn says forcefully.

I hear a faint "Baiiiiiii" in the background and chuckle.

"So what did you want, Shawn? It's like 4 AM." I moan groggily.

"I wanted to see your face."

"There's this cool thing called Instagram where you can see someone's face at 4 am without having to call them." I sass, earning another eye roll from Shawn.

"Ok, smartie-pants. What are you doing tomorrow?"

"I'm meeting someone all day, sorry. Why?"

Shawn's cute little face drops and I have to ty even harder to restrain my giggles.

"Oh. Well I just wanted to take you somewhere, but it doesn't matter, I'll just...I dunno make a new cover for YouTube, I haven't done that in ages." He grumbles.

"Shawn! I'm kidding!" I burst into laughter and have to stuff my duvet in my mouth to prevent my mom waking up.

"But you like have to make another cover! From the point of a fangirl, another cover is ESSENTIAL." I finish my sentence without laughing again. This is a serious matter that needs to be addressed.

Shawn cocks an eyebrow before replying, "Only if you do it with me."

"Hey, that's not fair! I shouldn't have to suffer for the sake of your fans! They'll hate me! I don't even have a good voice! I can't-"

During my rant, I hadn't noticed Shawn saying my name over and over trying to make me shut up. I shut my mouth and listen to what he had to say.

"Honey, you're amazing, just go with it. Plus why would it matter if they don't like you?" He asks.

"Because, I don't know, it would just be horrible, people pointing out stuff that I already feel bad about and making it seem even worse."

"Well, like what?"

"My disgusting bushy hair, my green eyes, no one likes green eyes, only blue ones. I have awful style, and can't do makeup to save my life. I've not got a perfect skinny waist and my skins full of blemishes. No one likes me or wants to be a real friend to me. Is that enough for you Shawn?"

All he does is chuckle. What a bitch. I just exposed myself to him and what does he do? Laughs at me.

"What are you laughing at?" I snap.

"The fact that everything you just said is wrong." He replies softly.

Hold up. I'm confused.