I don't want to be a part of this.
I don't want to be your liaison. how did i get stuck into this crap? it had nothing to do with me, he was my best friend and she was....well i don't know what she was. Ive cried to many nights because of it. Its not my fight. So why am i the one suffering from casualties. All i ever wanted was to Be with friends, REAL FRIENDS, and with no drama. and i get dragged into her issues with my guy best friend! Why am i such a magnet for disastrous things? I just want a normal high school, a NORMAL one! not the stupid school i go to that doesn't know if its a college or high school. On top of all that I think i just might be in love. But its not possible for me to be in love, i have emotional issues and im just a kid pretty much. I'm not pretty, im fat and ugly and barely make it in school except in English and science....He's older and he's not exactly taylor lautner but his eyes....he's great. and i stink im just all around a freak.....So why would he love me?