~•My love, he doesn't love me •~
*Andy's POV*
I sat on my bed thinking about what Rye did one year ago... I never really got over it. Rye was like the only person I loved and Mikey.... he was my best mate. I thought of the last time Rye said 'I love you' to me.
*Flashback*
I had finished playing video games with Brooklyn. My gaming skills got better and I was waiting for Rye to come back from visiting his family after a couple months of not seeing his family. As I laid on my bed, someone came into my room and laid behind me. I could recognize that touch from anywhere. 'You're back,' I noted, my eyes threatening to close. Rye hummed and I turned around to face him. We lay in silence, almost silent enough that I could hear my own heartbeat.
*Flashback over*
I squeezed my cactus pillow against my chest tighter, continuing to stare at the static ceiling. That was the last time that Rye said that he had loved me. It hurts so much and it makes me wish I never believed and trusted him with everything. Letting out a sigh, I grabbed my headphones and put them over my ears, turning the volume louder. But my mind ignored the music, as Rye had came back into my mind again, leading me to another sleepless night.
I stayed up all night remembering all the times Rye and I spent together. 'Why did he cheat on me? Am I not good enough? Am I not fit?' I thought to myself. If I'm being honest, I kinda miss Rye. He always made me laugh and smile. Now I'm stuck here, in a depressing hole that I can't escape from. As I think about Rye, I fall into deep sleep..
*a/n*
ayeee
~i keep changing things up wtf,~
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New Rules // randy fanfiction
FanfictionAndy Fowler thought he loved Rye Beaumont. But in reality, he didn't; he just believed all the lies that Rye told him. - Based on 'New Rules' by Dua Lipa - creds to @redeyejack