Choices (Shawn•vs•Cameron)

Chapter-I Just Wanted to Forget

Adrian's P.O.V.

"Adrian I have to tell you something...there's good and bad news. What do you wanna hear first?" Shawn asks. " Shawn your scaring me...tell me the good news first."I say. What if he doesn't want to be my best friend anymore we've been friends since we were 3. "The good news is I'm going to Magcon with 9 other guys." He tells me, "Shawn that's great why do you look so sad I'm so ha-" I say but then he cuts me off " You don't understand I'm leaving I'm going to travel around the US I"m leaving tomorrow and i don't know when I'm getting back or if I'm coming back." Shawn says. At that moment I felt my heart stop. My best friend is leaving, my world, my everything, most importantly my first love. What am I gonna do? I love him. "Wow Shawn um I don"t know what to say" I didn't know I was crying until he said something "Adrian please don't cry I love you and we can talk everyday after school." "Shawn please don't leave me I love you so much..........I'm sorry don't stay this is a one in a life time chance, go live your dream I love you." and that's the last time I saw Shawn Mendes(END OF THE DREAM)

3 years later

God why is it so hot in my room? I haven't seen Shawn for two years why am I having dreams about him again? I looked at my alarm clock 7:29 I beat the clock again. 'ALEX WAKE UP WE HAVE TO GO TO COLLEGE DON'T MAKE ME GET THE ICE WATER!" I yell at my roommate and best friend. "I'M UP!" Alex yells. Me and Alex have been friends since I was 17 im 19 now now. We got accepted to go to UCLA last year and we are so excited. After we ate we got dressed I wore my black DOPE snapback, my tiger tanktop,and some shorts with my white converse, I decided to just wear eyeliner and mascara and keep it simple. *knock*knock* ughhhh who is at our apartment at 8:00 in the morning. I open the door to see Alex's boyfriend Luke. "ALEX LUKE IS HERE!" I yell. Next thing I knew I was on the ground and Alex and Luke were hugging. "What the fuck ughh you guys are so annoying.'' YOU LOVE US." they said in sync. I just rolled my eyes and walked away. Luke goes to UCLA too so hes gonna drive us.

At the Campus

"I hate that we all have different classes! The only thing we have together is free period and lunch.'' I said and they agreed with a simple head nod. Luke and I did our hand shake before he went to his locker and me and Alex did the yikes dance before we did the same. When I got to home room I saw a face I never thought i would see again. NO IT CAN'T BE, IT ISN'T at least I hope not. "Settle down class take your seats we have a new student please come in front of the class and introduce your self sir." Mr.Stewart commanded. "Hi my name is Shawn Mendes I was in Magcon for a year and then I left to go on tour with Austin Mahone. I came back to go to college and to see.......Adrian?" oh no no no no no no no no no no no no no he saw me this can't be happening no no no no! "Shawn?" i whispered. I ran as fast as I could to the girls bathroom and went into a stall. I can't believe hes back this was my best friend. This was the guy that said we would face time everyday but never called. This is the guy who never answered my calls,texts,or dms. All I wanted to do is forget.

Shawn's P.O.V.

Adrian...Adrian...Adrian wow i haven't seen her in 2 years,my best friend. She looks amazing. Before I could talk to her she ran out of the class room crying. I didn't mean to upset her I just got stuck in the fame and forgot to call her back. That's why I'm here, to get her back I want my first love back,most importantly I want my best friend back. I don't even know how I survived those 2 years without seeing her beautiful face every day. I miss her amazing smile it was literally contagious. As I ran after her I stopped at the girls bathroom door. I took a deep breath "here goes nothing.'' I whisper to my self. As i walk into the girls bathroom and hear faint sobs. No no no no no I hoped that Adrian had stopped crying but that wasn't true. "Adrian?" I say with worry in my tone "um can I talk to you please can you let me explain?" She comes out of the stall with mascara dripping down her face and smeared eyeliner. "Hi... umm......I'm......really sorry and I was hoping after school I could explain everything at your house or mine?" i hope she doesn't hate me. "I guess you can follow Luke's car to my apartment." Who the fuck is Luke and why does he live with her. I think she noticed me getting pissed cause the next thing she said was "Luke isn't my boyfriend he is Alex's who is my roommate and MY best friend." Ouch, that stung...but  Thank God I thought I was gonna have to kick someones ass. I remember when she called me her best friend. I miss her a lot. ''ok... can I sit with you at lunch?" I said as I wiped a tear from her cheek which I don't think she was happy with cause she flinched away and replied with a frown on her face saying "sure" ,sarcastically. The day went by so fast I just hope she forgives me because I truly love her and I want us to be best friends again. Hopefully I can change her mind about me.