Baby Lawley~ (kessa)

Doctors

Tessa

I'm currently sat in the doctors waiting room with Bry. I've been feeling a little weird for a few days now and Bry insisted we go to the doctors. I personally think I'm fine but better to be safe than sorry.

"Tessa brooks?"

A middle ages women called out

Me and Bry stood up and followed the women to her room.

Doctor: please take a seat.

She said smiling. She did a few tests on me and took a little bit of my blood before going into another room to get the results.

Bry: I hope everything's okay.

I rolled my eyes

Tessa: I'll be fine.

I said smiling. Bry smiled back and then the doctor walked in , she sat in front of me.

Doctor: erm, misses Brooks is there any change you may be pregnant , have you been trying for a baby or have you recently had unprotected sex?

My heart stopped beating and my eyes widened. Is she saying I'm pregnant. I look at Bry who is equally shocked , she wiped her shocked expression of and nods at me.

Bry: everything's gonna be fine.

She mouthed to me and smiled sympathetically.

I can't be pregnant! No I'm not. No! No! No!

Doctor: misses brooks?

My mouth opens but I can't speak.

Tessa: I-I don't know. Erm no.. I haven't been trying.

I said forcing my tears in my eyes.
Bry walked over to me and gripped hold of my hand.

Bry: it's okay Tess.

Doctor: Your blood sample is leading us too a possibility that you may be pregnant.

Tessa: No!

I snapped

Doctor: It's not certified yet. I need a sample of your urine please. When your ready.

She said handing me a tube.

I grabbed hold of it.

Doctor: I'll be in that room over there and you can use the toilet over there.

She said pointing to a little stall.
Asoon as the doctor had left i was in Brys arms , crying.

Tessa: I-I can't be pregnant!

Bry: Tess! It's okay. Calm down. We don't even know if your pregnant yet.

She said holding on to my hand tight.

Tessa: oh my god!

Bry: What?

Tessa: i-its gonna .. it's gonna be K-Kians.

I said bursting into sobs.

Bry: Tessa! Listen to me. No more crying.

She said wiping away my tears.

Bry: Your gonna go in the stall over there and give your sample to the doctor so we can find out. Think positive. You might not be pregnant.

Tessa: what if I am!

I snapped.

Bry: Then we'll figure it out! Now go. Please Tessa.

I nodded before getting out of her arms and stepping into the small cubicle. I feel like I can't breathe , I feel like my whole world has just came crashing down. I'm not ready to be a mother and I'm 100% Kian isn't ready to be a father. I can't tell him even if I am pregnant, I can't. He'll hate me. We don't even know each other! We can't have a baby together , it's not fair on any of us or the baby. Take a breath Tessa! What if your not even pregnant.
After I has finished I stepped out and handed the doctor the sample.

Doctor: I'll be right back.

I buried my head in my hands, praying and wishing that I'm not pregnant.
Bry was sat right beside me , comforting me and telling me everything is going to be okay but it's not , everything is not going to be okay.
The doctor walked in 5 minutes later. She sat in front of me and pressed her lips together.

Doctor: I don't know if this news is good or bad for you but I would just like to say Congratulations , your pregnant.

I could feel my tears pouring down my cheeks , everything just froze , my heart, my head , my body, everything! "Your pregnant" "your pregnant" "your pregnant" kept chanting in my head. I wanted to scream. I'm carrying Kian Lawleys child , how do I tell him! How do I tell my dad, the rest of my family , my friends. What will they think of me? Pregnant at 19, slut? Tramp? All of these negative , horrible comments crept up in my head. I'm pretty sure I zoned out for abit until I heard the doctor and Bry calling my name.