Poems

Scared

I'm scared...

Of the people in the world...

Of the ones who criticize me...

The ones who are above me...

And of the ones who try to take over me...

But that's not what I'm most scared about...

I'm most scared about myself...

Who will I become?

Who will tear me down next?

How am I going to act like that?

Is that really me?

People say they'll help me find my true self

But how are they supposed to help me if I don't even know myself?

I'm scared if what I'll become...

I'm scared of who I'll hurt...

I'm scared about the promises I've made...

I'm scared I'll break all the friends I've made..

I'm scared I'll break everything I've made...

What if I don't make it before the clock runs out?

Am I just this for others or am I really just doing this to see something better out of me?

But in the end it won't matter what people think...

Cause in the end I'm scared of everyone...

Including me...