Reaching Out (Zhu Xingjie FF)

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Zhu Xingjie

"I'll drop you off your dorm." She coldly said. Am I really notthing to her now? She started the car and drove off. I couldn't say a word till we arrived at the dorm. She gave me my keys and got out of the car. "Stop living in the past gege. Move on."

That was her last words that night. I never thought I'd never see her again. It's been a year. We've never crossed paths after that night and all I knew was she's been doing promotions in the Philippines and other countries. Her drama with Lin Yanjun was successful and that's all I know.

Cindy and I officially announced our break up after a two months since that night. I tried to talk to her several times but if she's not at the dorm, she's on shooting and even the other members are not allowed to disclose the location. I tried to call Yanjun or Zhangjing but they didn't even tell me. Until I stopped looking and started to move on.

"How have you been as a solo artist?" The host asked me.

"Fine. Mr. Bio might've been disbanded but all of us are trying to acheive our own dreams and we're still supporting each other." I said smiling.

"How are the other members are doing by the way?" He also asked.

"Well, Dinghao made his debut along with the other Trainee18, the others walked their own paths in acting career, Rui suceeded with in hosting, acting and his solo album had just been released, Yanchen also established his own music and dance style that I'm sure his fans are excited to see soon." I informed them.

"Wow! the boys are really doing so much fine. So what are you planning on doing next?"

"I'm going to continue pursuing the same dream that I have." I stated smiling.

"There's actually a question I've been meaning to ask." He looked at me asking to permission to ask the question and I nodded. "Have you ever been in love? Basing from your songs that was been released lately seems to be bitter-sweet." he continued that froze me on my seat as I remembered her then I quickly smiled.

"I did. I've fell in love with someone who made me believe that loving sincerely was impossible." I said bitterly.

"I'm sorry. I think I might've opened a past you wanted to forget." The host sincerely apologized that made me laughed.

"It's okay. It's been more than a year though." I said smiling.

"Can you tell us more about her?" he curiously asked.

"Well uhm.... let's say she's hard working. She's also good at cooking but what made me fell for her was how she seem to look so fragile that I wanted to protect her. The way she smiles and laughs makes me want to do everything I can for her to stay that way but fate doesn't seem to like my wish since I've been seing her cry and sad. That I couldn't even protect her." I said as I remembered those memories that I spent with her.

"She seems like a nice girl." he said that made me nod.

"But that's part of my past now. Last year was a hell of year for both of us, some are worth remembering but most of it are something I wanted to forget." I looked down.

"Do you still love her?" The host asked.

"Maybe. I don't know." I awkwardly laughed.

The interview ended and I was on my way home when I decided to listen some music on the radio.

Hello! Good Eveee! The DJ greeted. Now, I actually have a very special guest today. She wasn't able to come when her group came but here she is! Meet Reiko! I stepped on the brakes when I heard her name.