Author's Note** Wasgood Niggas!! Thanks for reading.. I was listening to Studio by Schoolboy Q ft Bj the Chicago Kid so if you can, listen while you read..That's it ! GO READ
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JUSTICE P.O.V.
I'm just sitting in the studio just trying to get to you, baby
But this song so fucking dope, girl, it's hard for me not to blaze it
To tell the truth, wish it was you in this booth that I was blazed with
So I'm just sitting in the studio just trying to get to you, baby
On life, i stay getting high as shit to this song. Just the flow makes it so much better. Puff after puff, just listening to the lyrics. I see qualities in a bad girl, I know that ass you got come with attitude and your swag, girl, you ain't wrong, girl. Damn right..if you tryna fuck with me you better know i aint an easy bitch to deal with. And i embrace that. But i try not t show my ass in front of people. *vibrate* Well here's one nigga that seems to not be able to get enough of my attitude.
*PHONE CONVO*
Tony: Wassup shawty..cant hit a nigga up no more?
Jay: Sure cant..what do you want ?
Tony: woahh all the attitude ma..i just want to talk
Jay: i dont have shit to say to yo bitch ass again i ask what is it that you fucking need?
Tony: i need you jay. i know i fucked up but it wasnt even like that.im sorry
Jay: save that shit for the birds nigga i know what the fuck i saw! yo tongue was all down that hoe's throat. i dont know why even tried to give you another chance knowing what the fuck was about to happen. im done with it and im done with you. lose my number. fufu ass nigga *click*
*END OF PHONE CONVO*
That was my ex boyfriend Tony..well 4th time again ex Tony. Before you ask, "why you keep goin with him and he kissin other bitches?" tbh i dont even have the answer for you. I been fuckin with him since last year. He's a lightskin 6'4 senior who just thinks he can get every bitch in the game just because he hoop. I mean he can, because i was one of the hoes that he trapped but thats not the fucking point. Anyways, my sophmore year, his junior year; this nigga would not stop messing with me. I mean coming to my locker, following me to class, sitting by me at lunch ..EVERYTHING! And to make it all worse, the lil lightskin lived by me so i had to walk with him to school. I couldnt stand him but at the same time, i just couldnt think straight when i was around him. The pretty ass smile, his light brown eyes just seemed to twinkle in the sunlight. Shiiit..i was in love when i first saw him. We started talking later in the year and things were getting pretty heated.
**FLASHBACK TO SOPHMORE YEAR**
As soon as i walked in the house, i ran straight to my room. Closed the door, threw my bookbag in the corner and plopped on my bed getting my phone to text Anthony. He said he doesnt want me to call him Tony anymore because everyone calls him that and that i can call him Anthony. I felt so special, it just made me melt.
*text convo*
Anthony♥♥: wasgood lil shawty ;)
Jay: heyy wyd
Anthony♥♥: nothin, thinking about you.
Jay: really?!
Anthony♥♥: all the time baby girl
Jay: i think about you alot too Anthony :)
Anthony♥♥: We should move this to the next step baby. I never thought i would all for a lil sophmore but you really special to me. I want to make you mine and show you some thing you aint ever seen before. You tryna cuff baby girl? ♥
Jay: YES YES! A MILLION TIMES YES!! ♥ :*
Anthony♥♥: That's wassup. I love you Justice
Jay: I love you too Anthony..
*END OF FLASHBACK**
Yeah, i know i was a little naive thang who didnt know what the actual fuck he was doin to me. He trapped me and i didnt even know it. Believing every little word he said to me. Every little cute nickname, every kissy face, every heart , every i love you.. i believed it all and it clouded the real truth of him just straight up playin with my poor heart. That little naive spirit changed alot in a year into the complete cold hearted bitch i am today. I was never the same, never trusted another soul...all because of him.
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