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Jin's Pov

"I love you." Is all I can think about. The fact that those words just came out of HIS mouth.... Jesus Christ "I- this is a dream.. I'm dreaming... fuck... Joon, this is a dream.. we aren't dating.. you don't love me" I say and get off of his lap and I pace around the living room "babe, pinch yourself and then we'll talk" Joon says and I pinch my arm, whimpering at the feeling and then I blink rapidly to "wake myself up."

Joon looks at me, his face softening as I fall to the ground, crying. "It's not fucking real.. it's a dream.. just a dream.. another one of my gaydreams... Joon, if this was real, we wouldn't have been so touchy so soon.. you're not like that.. I know you.. I know that you have to be dating for at least a week before you get super sexual.. fuck Joon.. it is just a messed up realistic dream" I cry out and Namjoon rushes over and hugs me "if it is just a dream, I never want to wake up" I say and Joon kisses my forehead "Jin, baby, let's restart, yeah? We'll take our time this time.. we won't rush things.. will that make it less overwhelming?" Joon asks and I nod "pwease jus' howd me daddy. It no feels weal" I say, falling into little space. Joon smiles softly and nods "okay baby, we'll restart... no more playtime until we've been together long enough, alright duckling?" He says and I cry into his shirt "I wan' baba" I say and Joon nods "okay princess... let's go get you a baba" He says and we stand up, immediately locking hands, and walk to the kitchen.

"Babe, where are your bottles?" Joon asks softly and I stick out my bottom lip "my woom... Dada I wan' my baba and cuddle wif daddy an' watch paw 'trol" I say and tears run down my face "shh, don't cry kitten, it's okay, daddy will get you your bottle and then we can cuddle and watch paw patrol" He says and kisses my tears away. I nod and sniffle as he walks to my room and comes back with my pink bottle and matching blankie. I make grabby hands at him and he smiles and hands me my stuff.

"Wan' go nows" I say and we walk back to the couch. Joon turns on Paw Patrol and I lay in his lap and drink my bottle while cuddling with the blanket.

I giggle and look at Joon.

"I wove yew Daddy"






Author's note

So this chapter is fluffy SHSHDG

Boop👉👃

Sweet like cinnamon~ NamjinWhere stories live. Discover now