i found you ; min yoongi (on hold)

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I have two days left of winter break after christmas. I spend these two days wondering what I should do about my whole situation with Yoongi.

I cheated on Soojin. I was the one who started the kiss the second time. I have to tell Soojin, that's obvious. And I have to break up with him, that's obvious too.

It's obvious who I want. Who I need. And I need to show him that.

I try contacting Soojin during these two days, but I get no response. I don't even try talking to Yoongi, things are just... Different right now.

The two days finally pass and it's the first day back to school after winter break. I plan on talking to Soojin after school, since I don't want him to be unfocused during classes.

After classes end I stay in school, hoping Soojin would be still there, studying, like he usually does. I walk down the empty hallway and see no one but Yoongi.

"Hey... Have you seen Soojin?" I tap his shoulder as he leaves the locker room.

"Oh, I saw him going to the library a few moments ago." he answers.

"Oh, thanks. I have to find him."

"Do you need help?"

"Hum... Yes, sure." I nod.

We both walk towards the library. The place is huge and so quiet. Not one living soul is seen.

I inhale to call his name but the librarian shushes me before I can.

Yoongi and I start looking for him between corridors when suddenly I hear Yoongi's voice echo throughout the whole library.

"Dude, what the fuck?!" he almost shouts.

I run towards him to check if everything is okay.

"Are you oka-" I ask and change my gaze to look at where he is looking.

What I see shocks me.

Both Soojin and Yuha putting on their clothes, with messy hair and smeared lipstick on both of their lips.

"Soojin? Yuha?" it comes out in an almost whisper.

"Sunhee, I-"

I close my eyes and sigh before quickly leaving the library. I head to the staircase, the place Yoongi and I used to always hang out on.

A few moments later he walks in and looks at me before sitting down next to me and saying.

"Sunhee, I'm sorry-"

"No. Don't. I wanna be alone." I say.

He does as I tell him to and stands up, but my hand automatically reaches for his, pulling him back down.

"No, I mean... Stay." I say.

He sits back down and wraps his arms around me. I rest my head on his chest and keep sobbing, tugging on his shirt.

♡

I get home the same day after Yoongi gives me a ride there. I spent a long time crying in his arms earlier today.

I shouldn't be mad at Soojin, cause I did the same. I also cheated on him. But Yuha, the same girl that called him on christmas and he left the party ealier, all the days he spent on the library "studying", basically every little excuse he made makes sense now.

I clean up and change into my pajamas before going back to the living room, where I stay watching dramas.

I suddenly hear the front door open and look over to it, seeing someone I never thought I'd see that moment. Someone I really didn't want to see.

"Mom?"

♡

a/n: do you want smut on the next chapter? (i already have plans so it will most likely happen)