Have you ever feel to divide your heart for two people?
Someone that far away and someone in front of your eyes?
Maybe this feeling comes to you who's having long distance relationship.
I do don't have a 'real' relationship with this far away guy.
Because the 'real' one is, i am his sistercousin.
Sucks, isn't it?
Feels like you are travelling everywhere but you just rocked at your stay.
Never been have the 'real' shit feeling.
But.
My in-front-of guy is totally right beside me.
I said, "Fuck, man. Why have you come to my life then i still in heart with other guy?"
I'm upset, of course.
But I do too smiled when this guy make me blush.
In oversaid, it feels like you can see your future with this guy.
Their eyes when they look to me are the same.
The way they smile to me are nothing different.
Some feel that they care are full of careness.
Ah, come on.
I know you guys who read this gonna say to love this in-front-of guy.
But I am a girl who is selfish with ego.
I want to feel hurt with this far-away guy.
Hurt to know that he is my cousin, far away from me, and never, really never have him in my life.
Yes. I want that.
I realized that.
I love hurt-crazy-suicide love in my life.
I'm a lover like that.
I know you guys will say i'm gonna dissapointed with my choice to leave this in-front-of guy.
Yes, i know that he is beside me.
But back,
I'm a lover with painess love.
And i know i'm not the only one.
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Poetrysome of author's kind of feeling. i can make it in many words or a poem or a poetry. i just want to make you feel what i feel. if you really feel it, i guess. i just love being a painess lover. hurt and crazy. hope you guys like it. and i hope we're...
