Hey Moon, Please Forget to Come Down

Chapter 4

  { Isabella's P.O.V.}

         So I made it through the night. Well mostly, I did have a dream. It was not about my bestie, THANK GOD. it was however about a certain kill joy with bright red hair, and a name of Party Poison. That was a good dream too. 

       I was awaken by my alarm blasting Planetary Go! I guess it all adds to my dream and shirt theme of My Chemical Romance. I slip out of bed and take my clothes into the bathroom to take a shower. 

  After my shower I get into my clothes. I wipe the mirror, so I can see my reflection. I brush through my hair and also blow dry it. I decided to do light curls for the first day. I mean, I know I wont for any of the other days. I do my foundation and concealer, then my mascara. I also went around my eyes lightly with an eyeliner pencil. I made a small line, so it was just enough to blend with my lashes.

  I herd my phone start to go off in my room. I walk out of my bathroom and go check it. it was a text from Brendon. I started to text back.

B! :) --  Hey, I'll be at your house in 5. Be ready to go when I get there dork.

Me -- Whatever bitch ;)

  I put on my convers and headed down the stairs for breakfast. I was wondering where my mom was and then I saw a note on the fridge sating, " I had to go to work early today, make sure you eat breakfast. -Mom .. P.S. I love you. "

  Aww she is so sweet. I went into the fridge but herd the horn of Brendon's car. I just grabed my book bag. and ran out the door . I was about to lock the door and then relised my keys were on the table. I see Brendon and hold up my finger, to show him I will be just a minute. I went back into my house and grabed my keys off the counter.

   I walk back out of my door and lack my door. After I locked it I ran up to his car and jumped in. " Whats up looser ? " I said as I looked at him while he started the car.

  " Hey, shorty. So sleep well? So glad to see you are wearing a new outfit," he said sarcasticly. Theese ripped jeans and also my MCR shirt are a few years old.

   "Hey I like this out fit! So shut up asshole, " I said then stuck my tongue out at him and looked back at the road. " I did sleep well thanks for asking ". I liked it more the night before in your bed..... I have a feeling that my thoughts of Brendon aren't going to go away.

   I am not sure what I am going to do about them though. I obviously like him in that way, no matter how hard I try to deny them they are all I think of. UHHHGGGG ... they are going to be the end of me. I mean just looking at his arms on the streering wheel and I want him to hold me in them, I see his lips parted as he breathes slowly and I want him to kiss me with them, I see his hair and I want to run my fingers in it.

   But I don't want to ruin the great friendship we have. I mean we have been friends since pre-school and if I tell him how I feel and he dosen't feel the same way he wont want to be friends. I can't loose the only friend I have and ever have had. It's all just so confu....

   " What are you thinking about?" He pulled me out of my thoughts. Shit what do I say .. I just muttered a nothing and put my eyes on the roaad. " Ok then. Well my mom made so much food for the first day it was ridiculous. " He laughed and then pointed at his stomach . " So what did your mom make you for breakfast?" he asked.

  Without thinking the words just came out. " I didn't eat, my mom wasn't home she went to work early." Once he heard what I said he stoped the car and pulled to the side of the road. Shit he is probably pissed. "WHY THE FUCK DID YOU NOT EAT!!! " He yelled and it scared me. I jerked back and he definetly noticed. " No, please don't be scared. I didn't mean to scare you. I just .... don't want to see you ..  you know .. When you were in the hospital.. I just care so much and .." He was stuggling to get it all out.

  His eyes were glued down and I put my hand on his cheek and had him face me. He was looking in my eyes and I was looking in his. His eyes held something , I am not sure what . I Just wispered, " I know, I know." He looked at my lips , wait does he want ot kiss me. No he couldn't want to. He moved closer, but didn't touch my lips. He was so close if I moved an inch we would be touching.

  " Um we should go get you food before school," He said before anything happened. I alsmost kissed my bestfriend. OMG waht was I thinking. He could never like me like that. I just looked at him and nodded. He drove to the nearest Sheets and he got me a breakfast sandwich. 

  We pulled  up to the school and went in. We got our schedles and saw we had homeroom, 3rd, and 8th together pluse 5th as our lunch, but all seniors have lunch together anyway. We decided to go get our stuff from our lockers and meet in homeroom.

  We got there around the same time and sat next to eachother. " Nice we got seats together" He said and lightly punched my shoulder. I smiled and looked at the teacher who just stood infront of the class.

  Great I get to sit next to my BFF, but bad because I am now sitting next to my crush . This should be a fun year !