Hey I've been really depressed lately and I don't know why. It might be the fact I've lost a lot of people I care about, or maybe that I haven't talked to my boyfriend in over a week. I know that isn't that long but without him a week feels like eternity.
Anyway all I want to do is die. But I'm trying to not hurt myself. It's hard. I feel that I'm ugly and that no one wants me here. I feel alone.
And it's hard, if you feel suicidal or depressed please message me. I love everyone and I hate it when people hurt themselves. I've almost killed myself before and it was over something stupid. I hate it when people cut for attention.
One time this boy at a party came up to me and he said 'Why?'. At first I didn't understand then I noticed that he meant my scars. I told him that I feel ugly and worthless. He told me 'your beautiful so please don't hurt yourself'. Then he kissed my scars. Any boy who does that is a keeper and I love guys who actually care.
I hate guys who don't show compassion. Every relationship I've been in none of the guys actually cared.
Anyway like I said if u feel depressed please PM me I'm free all day everyday so please message me.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
