Im in love with my father

make up sex?

once arrived at the hotel I sate in the passenger seat waiting for my dad to come and open my door but he didn't he just grabbed the bags and walked into the hotel

I shrugged it off

I followed him into the elevator and watch him press the number five and the elevator started to move I let out a sigh which was the only noise made the whole way to our room, the elevator stopped and I followed him once again . we stopped in front of a two door hotel room he slid the card and opened both doors waiting for me to step in

I walked in and gasped at how beautiful it was there was white couches a long one and a love seat and nicely designed kitchen and a lovely veiw of the beach I walked in and walked straight to the balcony the veiw was amazing the sun was just setting making me inhale a breath of fresh ocean water

  I walked back into the hotel room and saw my dad coming out of what I guessed was our room he went to the kitchen and grabbed the champaign which I also guessed he paid for I signed before walking up behind him and snacked my arms around his muscular chest

"sorry" was all I said before he turned around and looked at me in my eyes "it's OK " he said as a smile appeared onto his face

"good because I just want you to know I'm vwery vwery sworry " I said in a baby voice

he chuckled "I forgive you" he pecked my lips

"heyyy I want a real kiss" I said and he brought his lips to mine and I wrapped my arms around his a neck he put his arms around my waist and picked me up . I threw my legs around his torso and he started to walk into the bedroom almost falling not wanting  to break the kiss . once we made It to the bed I pulled apart and pushed him om to the bed to his back was on it

"I'm gonna show you how sorry I am " I said seductively  and climbed on top of him so I was straddling him I bend down to kiss him he wrapped his arms around my waist he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance waisting no time I let him him I started to grind on him and he let out a moan in my ear

then he started to move his hands down to my jeans and I froze

he noticed and look up at me . I felt tears start to sting in my eyes

"hey are you okay?" he asked with a concerned face a tear fell down my face and I jumped off his lap and ran into  the bathroom .I quickly shut the door and sat on the toilet and sobbed

I know this may sound harsh but I can't have sex with him im still a virgin and i will remain one until I get married or meet the right one but I will not lose my v -card to my dad that is so weird and nasty I know I said I love him but I cant just to think the thing my DAD ,my moms husband Was about to stick in me was the same thing he sticks into my MOM whenever he wants it and i cant do that

I cant

after my break down session I finally whipped my face and walked back Into the room where my dad was sitting  up watching TV in his boxers I sighed and walked over to the bed and sat down my back facing him I felt his ruff hands make contact with my back as he began to rub circles on it

"I'm sorry " he said still rubbing my back I turned around and gave him a confused look "for what?" I asked with my head slightly turned to the side

"obviously I did something wrong and I apologize " he said with a sad face

"no it's just I'm not ready - your my dad and I don't think I can do "IT" with you i enjoy you being with me but that's just a little to weird ya know and im still a virgin so - I'm sorry dad" I said standing up and walking into the living room

I slouched  onto the couch and pulled out my phone and plugged in my ear phones and listened to all my sad music

after about and a hour I finally turned my music off because my phone was slowly deing I plugged it up and walked back into the bedroom where my dad was asleep I grabbed a oversized T-shirt underwear and a bra and some sweat pants ..I know it may sound like its hot here but it's cold in the hotel room I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower water

I stepped in and closed my eyes and let the water hit my bare skin soothing me quickly I took this time to think abuot what happened earlier

well leat see I practically told my lover or whatever that I didn't want to have sex well he should have hopefully understood that I don't wanna do that but other than that I tried to make it up to him because back at the house i did make him fell shitty and I terribly failed  and then Lied to my best friend who'm I have known forever so yea today was awesaome 

god why is everything so complicated ?

maybe because your sleeping around with your father

am not I didn't even have sex with him

oh shut up how long will you keep this "relationship" up sweetie

as long as I want

i turned the shower off realizing I was having a full on argument with my self I chuckled a little and stepped out I dried off and put in my clothes I combed put my now wet and curly hair and just put it in a  high ponytail and walked out the bathroom I put my dirty clothes in my bag and turned around to be greeted with my dads sad face his eyes were burning wholes into my body and I turned my gaze to the window

" I put a cover and stuff on the couch , sleep tight Chelsea " was all he said before turning back around and falling back to sleep

well that really hurt like a bitch .,, alote I mean well after the way I treated him i guess I deserve that

I turned around to walk back in to the living room and layed down on the couch trying to make my self comfortable I kept tossing and turning I finally found a comfortable postion & finally was able to drift into a deep sleep

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soooooo I have been thinking alote about this chapter and I'm happy I was able to write we'll of write but type lol and im happy with it and how it turned out

poor Chelsea she's really going through alote and I just feel sad for her

but damn ashe ain't have to tell her dad she ain't wanna have sex with him like that if I was him I just would have left her but I guess that's what love do make you stay with some one even if u know its not working

but will they stay together or will brandon be her night and shinning armer I don't if that's how u spell it but hehe watever

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