Scars (Aizawa x Reader)

A letter

You were sitting on the hospital bed. It was two days, and today was the first time after the accident, that Recovery Girl was able to heal you. She helped with your throat and was able to put some of the muscles back together, however, some still stayed untouched, which you could feel really precisely. It hurted as hell, but you bite the bullet, trying not to pay attention to it. You shifted your eyes, from the window, to the doors, when you heard a knock. You sighed and put the best fake smile you could get and invite your guests inside.

With Aizawa being against any students visiting you, you needed to ask All Might to send a message to those six ones, that now entered the room. You could see lost in their eyes. You weren't surprised. It was precisely those six you wanted to see. You smiled a little seeing that they were all looking fine, even Midoriya, who you heard, was injured after using his quirk.

- Sensei...- he started looking at you tentatively.

- Please don't call me like that- you interrupted and smiled as brightly as you could. You needed to try. Those kids don't need to see you suffering. They need to know that you are alright and don't need to worry about anything. It's not their job to do it. They have done it enough.

- So, how should we call you, Ribbit? – ask the girl, who seemed confused of being here.

- L/N, call be by my last name, please... I am not your teacher. I am just an advisor- you answered and you noticed Bakugo hissing under his nose. You raised an eyebrow, noting how he was still looking at your bandages covering your arms and almost whole body- what's wrong, Bakugo?- he raised sight to look at your eyes, and then looked away, like ashamed of being caught.

- Who the hell are you exactly? And how does your quirk work? – apparently it was something that all of them wanted to know, cause except of Asui's discomfort look, no one said anything. You smiled and sighed loud, putting your head on the pillow behind you.

- I guess I do have some things to answer, especially, to those who heard a word anti-hero- you looked at Midoriya, Asui and Mineta. They nodded their heads, not looking into your eyes- but you know this was not the reason I called you all here... I wouldn't be surprised if Aizawa-san would storm in here in a second, to get you out of here, so let me first say what I wanted at the beginning...- you gave Katsuki and apological look and smiled sadly- to be honest I'm not sure, what I should start with... Apology or a thank-you...- they gave you a surprised look- it was irresponsible of me, to ask you to go and help All Might- you looked at the four boys- so I guess an apology will be first- you turned on your bed with you legs hanging off it and bowed your head- I'm sorry, Bakugo, Todoroki, Kirishima, Midoriya for putting you in a position of danger. I can promise you, that I will never do this again. I also understand that with my pure behaviour you may have lost any respect towards me. But I do ask you not to do it towards All Might, or any other teacher. It was my decision, which have...

- L/N- san!- Kirishima stopped you with a blank look- oi, oi, please stop!- he laughed uncomfortably- it's true that you asked that, but to be honest- he stopped and look at his friends- we would probably go, even without your plea- he laughed a little and Bakugo chuckled.

- Exactly- he added, giving you his characteristic big smile- so don't worry about it... Seriosuly... that's kind of lame, that a teacher or as you call yourself an advisor, bows in front of her students- you smiled when Tsu and Izuku shouted to him something about the respect. You thought a lot on how this conversation should look like, and this was the only way you thought of... However, you would never expect Katsuki, to be the one who would actually try to make you feel better, no matter how disrespectful that may have sounded.

- I am sorry, but you will have to bear with it for a while, as I'm not finished- you said, smiling to the blonde boy. You turned your gaze to Asui and Mineta, with your eyes still on Izuku- some apologies should be send to you too. I should have acted differently and get you all out of there, however- you stopped contemplating if you truly wanted to keep going with this road of thoughts- saving others is not really what I'm doing every day and I wasn't ready for this kind of steps. I let my personal feeling get better of me, which I owe you apology for- you smiled sadly and looked directly into the girl's eyes- Asui-san you must have been terrified when Shigaraki attacked you... I need to apology for my incompetence and my movements to be too slow... If Sho...Aizawa-sensei wasn't there I'm not sure I would be able to protect you...