Already boundless - Dean x Reader

Part 1

"Something stops you. Keeps you from having it all." Amara shook her head, her hand still on Dean's cheek. Dean turned his eyes away from her and soon followed his head. The smile fell from her lips and a serious expression took over.

"Where are your thoughts?" she asked much more seriously. She grabbed his chin and made him look at her "Something's different." her look darkened dangerously.

Her eyes studied his face but above all his soul until they widened. Her mouth hang open as she took a step back "You betrayed me." she breathed out.

A lump formed on Dean's throat, of course Amara would realize he had spoken with Chuck. Of course she would sense it.

"Who is she?" she all-but-demanded and this time Dean frowned for real.

"Wh-what?" he tilted his head slightly, maybe he could actually buy Sam and you some more time.

"This-" her face showed disgust and hatred at once "(Y/n)." she said the name and this time Dean was actually more scared than before.

He had only recently started to realize how deep his feelings were for you, and it being a long time since he last met with Amara he knew that this would be inevitable. She would sense he... is in love with you.

"Nobody." Dean breathed out, clenching his fists by his side.

She looked at him with a cold look on her face "That's not what your heart says, or your soul. She is somebody. Important at that."

Unpleasant shivers run down his spine at the thought of what could happen to you at her finding out more.

"She's not somebody you should care about." Dean mumbled, looking away from her trying not to let anything show. His fear above all.

"But you do. You care about her... You are in love with her." she hissed the words, making Dean panic in fear. His eyes widening at how she as well realized.

It seemed that everybody knew but you.

"No. No I'm not." Dean looked at her in the eyes, jaw clenched.

She rolled her eyes "It's pathetic." she hissed "You denying everything you feel in order to save her. You know there is no point in lying to me Dean. I see it- I see it now. That's why you're resisting. That's why you're fighting this, our connection. Because you want to love her. Because you want to give your heart and soul to her, not me. That's why you deny everything going on between us."

"I told you there will never be us." Dean shook his head and she scoffed, rolling her eyes.

"Because you want to give yourself to her." she almost growled the words, annoyance obvious on her face "But why can't you see this Dean? Why can't you see that she's holding you back? That your... love-" she made a face at the word "-your love for her is holding you back from reaching your full potential. With me... you can be with me, leave this body and become boundless. You have so much potential Dean but she- this love for her is taking everything from you. Why can't you see it?"

"Stop it." Dean mumbled, closing his eyes; his fists clenched by his sides.

"Stop it? Dean I am showing you the truth here. With me you can have everything, even when all it's gone you will be there. You will see it. She-" she rolled her eyes in annoyance "-She is nothing in front of me. She will never be able to give you what I am offering. You will realize it for yourself. She has nothing to offer you. She's not worthy of you Dean. She will never-"

"I said stop it!" Dean roared, he could feel his anger boil inside him like his blood. He couldn't stand anyone say the least thing for you, let alone hear that you were not worthy of him. Truth was he believed that he didn't deserve something as good as you, thats why he didn't dare say anything. Because he wanted you to find the best you could and maybe, just maybe, because he was scared you'd reject him and he'd be damned for life if he lost you.

"Don't you ever talk of her like that again, you hear me?!" he added without waiting a second.

She took a step back in surprise, her eyes widening just like did Dean's when he realized what had just happened. The sudden surge he felt had never happened before, in front of Amara at least. Speaking up to her like this was a first and it surprised both of them grately. It gave some sort of hope to Dean of course but much to his horror it angered her. He knew, he could see it how her anger was directed at none other but you.

She narrowed her eyes, her gaze scaring Dean to no end. Not for himself but for you.

"Maybe it is time I actually had a little chat with her." she said the words and before Dean could react she had vanished from before him.

Dean's eyes were wide as he wished you and Sam had returned to the bunker safe and