maybe we were just looking over all the pain she was going through maybe we didn't notice she was hurting deep down inside. she was slowly falling apart & no one noticed not even the slight little drop of water that fell from her eyes. her happiness was fading but her smile didn't because no one knows what's behind a smile the pain in her body the memories in her head. she's been through so much she feels like she has no one not even family anymore. she lost the closest person to her the one she looked up to her role model that person disappeared from her sight.
she had to open her eyes & face the real world by herself.
she blames herself everyday that it was her fault she lost that person. she cries screams even stays awake for days because she takes the blame yet it wasn't her fault nor did she want to let go of it.
*when you see this just know i love you
you're an amazing person please keep a smile on your face because i'm here for you & keep your head up! you're gorgeous & you'll always have a special place in my heart*
