I'm Tony, I'm a 27-year-old man been addicted to Xans for 2 years. I am still addicted to Xanax but I need something else to take the pain away, maybe painkillers? I don't know what else to take, I have an emptiness in my life that needs to be fulfilled. Since my wife died when I was 25.
Over the past few years, I've learned things seen people come and leave. More leave than come. About 26 I got my two kids taken away. The xans take you other places, I had no idea I had put my kid in the oven. I never intended to hurt anyone but I know I've let everyone down. Most importantly I've let myself down.
I was charged with endangerment of a child and substance abuse. I'm now looking at up to about 3 years in solitary confinement. I'm currently 30 years old and have lost everything. I don't know what to do anymore...I have nothing to live for. No family, no friends, no money. I might as well be dead.
