Art book-

I wish i was better (vent/rant)

I wish I was better at:
Art
Social life
Writing
Being myself
Having self confidence
Not hiding my face under a mask that covers most or part of my face
Feeling happy with myself
Taking pride in stuff I do
Being a better and way less shittier living being
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Hecc this just full of life, I don't art all too great art and I can't accept myself.

I feel like the worst living thing and I wanna quit but if I do I can't do stuff I enjoy

I feel like I'm just a parasite

Needing to be eradicated

Hhhhhhhhhhh my art succ
I succ

My only real acceptance I have is my online friends and I don't have to hide anything from them but I don't see why that they would care for a loser like me

Hhhhhhhh sorry about the rant
I'm just scared my family and friends don't actually care for my existence...