Riley's •POV•
I woke up to someone shaking me. "Riley " "wake up" the voice sounded really familiar. I opened my eyes. It was Taylor. "The plane landed" he said. I got up and off the plane. I got my suitcase and went home. Nash came over for a little bit. I told him how tay asked me out on a date. He looked angry. I didn't wan an go. " I only said yes because I didn't wanna crush him." I said to Nash. He signed in relief. Taylor is cut and I kinda liked him. I thought. But I like Nash more..
Tommrow we go back to school. I was kinda scared.
•skipping to school•
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. I groaned and remembered about school. I got up and showered. I curled the tips of my hair. I put in a flower bow. It was white with silver sparkles on it. I did my makeup. And I put on a black crop top the said bæ in white lettering. And some high wasted white jeans. I put on my red magcon hoodie. I ate a pop tart real quick. I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to see Nash. "Hello beautiful , I'll be driving u to school to day" he said. I blushed. I got In the car and drove to school.
Next thing you know is... I hear someone say "why are you hanging with that whore?" This slutty lookin girl says. "My mom made me take her to school, I hate her." Nash says. I gasp. Did Nash just say that?? I thought he changed. "Fuck you Nash.!!!" I say. " I thought you changed." I say. I then thought about the date. Should I still go. All these emotions pile up on me I run into the bathroom crying and sobbing. "Look the little slutty ass baby is crying" I hear the same girl say. I looked up and said. " your such a bitch.!" I say to her. She gives me a death glare. "Have fun in hell" she says. "Go bang another guy ,asshole" I say to her. She walks out in embarrassment. I then here the bell ring. I walk to class and clean up the tears. I sit alone once again. I try to hold back my tears.
•skipping to the end of the day•
I run home as fast as I can. I cry and cry. My mom isn't home again she's on a business trip for 3 weeks. I cry into my pillow. I look at my arms and see all my scars fading away. I could take it anymore. I grab my razor. I bust out the blades.
"One for being fat" I say
(Slice)
"One for being ugly" I say again (slice)
" One for trusting nash" (slice)
"One for being alive" (slice)
"And last but not least one omg or being worthless" (slice) I clean up my cuts and bandage them. I go on my computer. Then I realize about the date with Taylor. I smile because he was still there for me. I text him. R=Riley t=Taylor
R:hey I'm up for a date with you first. Nash started bullying me again. He's suck a dick
T: hey I'm so sorry about that. But I'll pick you up Tommorow at 6:30. (; where someone casual. Bye babe
R: bye tay(:
I smiled because he called me babe.
I did my home work and the. Listened to music. I made myself dinner and then played on my computer and then got a phone call from Nash I declined it and went to bed crying. Yes I cried myself to sleep that night.
