Imagines Stories

Fallin' All In You (Shawn Mendes)

*in your position*
Imagine...
...you are out with your boyfriend, you two are now six months together, happily, but something in your mind isn't happy.
In your mind is just an another boy, his name is Shawn and you know you need to stop this thoughts, but you can't.

Your boyfriend know that you are a big fan of him, but don't know that you have a fanpage for him and that you are totally into him.
That's the problem.
You love your boyfriend, but he isn't Shawn, so it's a rollercoaster of feelings for you.

Today is the trip to London, to see Shawn perform, you are totally nervous, but don't wanted to let your boyfriend know, he just would freak out.

The hour arrived for his performance and your heart dances to his voice and your smile gets brighter.

Your boyfriend is somewhere else, so it's just you in this crowd and Shawn.
As soon as you hear his name, you smile like an idiot.
He totally has your heart and he doesn't even ask for it, he just stole it from you and you just accepted the fact.

His voice is so soothing, I could melt right here, right now.
And then the reality hits me like a train and my boyfriend standing right next to me, damn.

"Y/N, is everything okay? Do you need something?"

He is like always, caring.

"No, I'm okay, thank you."

I give him a smile and look back at the man on the stage.

The performance ended and I just feel this emptiness again, when a concert ends and you don't want to go, but you must.
It's hard. Every god damn time.

So we went out to get some air.
Shawn also does a meet and greet, I really want to go there, but my boyfriend thinks is just strange.

"Babe, why don't you get us some drinks? I'm really thirsty!"

I said and looked at him with the puppy eyes, he nods and goes away.
My chance to meet Shawn, I know this was really mean from me, but I need to meet him!

Okay, here he is, just a few meters away from me. I'm feeling this weakness in my legs, my heart beats faster and my smile gets brighter and my stomach feels like a storm.
I never felt that way with my boyfriend, shit, my boyfriend, I can't do that, I need to go.

"Hey you, wait!"

No no no, I know this voice, Shawn..he grabs my wrist and turns me back to him, I smiled.

"Hey Shawn, sorry but I have to rush."

First lie, girl, calm down.

"Really? That's bad, I really want to talk with you."

He smiles, god damn.

"Are you alone here?"

He asks me after I wasn't respond.

"Yes."

Another lie, of course I'm not alone here! Girl, what are you doing?!

"But it's not safe here, alone, for a pretty girl like you."

I'm blushing about his words and couldn't speak anymore, what the hell is this boy doing with me?

"I mean...I'm here with a friend, she needs to come back really soon."

And another lie, don't lie to him!

"Oh okay, I'm not worried anymore then."

He lets go off my wrist and standing right in front of me. I just feel my heart, that gets out of my chest.
He is just standing there and smiles and I'm so lost, I can't move, I can't speak, I can't breathe normally, this guy is totally danger for me.