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-this chapter takes 1 month away from the last chapter-

Jack brought a knife to 1st period. He threatened to kill me. I told him too because I really wanted everything to end.

He teased me and didn't do it.

It was time to go to 6th period. I over heard Emily and Alexa talk.

"Yooo did you hear?"

"Hear what?"

"Jack is going to military camp for 5 months"

"Wait which Jack?"

"Avery"

It felt as if one million knifes got stabbed into my heart and a fire in my head.

"Wait when is he leaving?"

"Thursday"

I stayed in class and plugged my headphones in pretending I didn't hear anything.

Lights Down Low came on.

Little did I know I was shedding tears.

The guy whom I fell for is leaving me.

It hurts. It makes me want to take a knife and end this suffering.

I saw him walk the halls. The tardy bell rang. I was in the bathroom looking at myself in tube mirror.

He's really leaving you. Isn't this what you wanted?

I started crying uncontrollably. Its so much that I need to take in. I walked out of the bathroom and went to class.

The rest of the day was silent and filled with tears. I went home and collapsed. I couldn't do anything about it. I just had to accept it and move on.

Suddenly my mom came.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"Nothing I just saw a sad video"

Really? Ugh why am I so dumb?

"What was it about"

Oh fuck

"It was about a guy who saw a dog die."

"Oh. Well I don't know what to tell you"

She just left me there. Sad and emotionally confused.

I cried myself to sleep that day. And I rembered all the beautiful memories we had.

I really miss you Jack Avery. I really do.

Wow. So this made me feel even more dead inside. LLT💔


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