Remorse

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he told me he had loved me
and that he would never break my heart.
that it was going to be more fun
than me lying in a world of hurt

so I finally gave in
and reached for the glass in his hands
taking every last drop in
the room started to spin
then suddenly feeling his hands on my body

he led me to a dark place
and layed me on a bed
still touching me with his tough hands
putting his hand around my neck

slowly removing my shirt
and unbuttoning my shorts
he forces himself on top of me
leaving me in a world of hurt.

the only thing I could here
was his breath in my ear
and the only thing I could smell
was the terrible stench of beer

then he got up
picking something off the floor
the sound of plastic breaking
and once again he got back on me

this time he was louder
as I tried to scream for help
he took my innocence
my faith to god, he took it all

eventually you stopped
go up and walked away
leaving me laying in that bed
cold, scared, crying, and all alone

I don't remember everything
but I'll never forget that moment
when I had my first drink of beer
and now I live in regret

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