Regrets

Chapter 6

A few days went by like that. Slowly but surely Yuta became more talkative with Ten. It was like he was back to his old self with Ten. But he still haven't met with any of the others. So four days after they took him home Ten pushed a plate of food into Jaemin's hand.

"Bring this Yuta. You can go in" he winked at the younger when he saw his confused expression. Jaemin's face immediately lit up and in the next second he wasn't there anymore. Ten's smile widened as he watched the boy hurry away.

Jaemin didn't even think twice before he ran to Yuta's room but he froze down in front of it. What if Yuta didn't want him there? What if he didn't want to speak with him?
He quickly shook the thoughts away and slowly opened the door. Yuta was sitting on the bed, reading a book Ten gave him earlier. He looked up when he heard the door opening.

Jaemin forced a small smile onto his face to not to show his nervousness to Yuta.
"Hey hyung" he greeted him and pushed the door closed. He stopped in front of the bed and hold the food out for Yuta to take.
"Ten hyung sent me in to give this to you" he said, still smiling.

Yuta looked at Jaemin without a word before he went forward and took it.
"Thank you" he murmured, sitting back. He thought that Jaemin is going to leave immediately since he was so rude to him last time. So he was really surprised when Jaemin hesitantly sat down on the other end of the bed.

"So" Jaemin started, not really knowing what to say "how have you been?" It has been a week since he was at Yuta's place and he exactly knew what happened meanwhile, but other question didn't come to his mind.

Yuta stuffed a mouthful of food between his lips to hide his nervousness. He wanted to apologies to Jaemin but didn't know how to do that. And now Jaemin was making it even more awkward.

"Good... I guess" he muttered and slowly put down the food onto the covers. He didn't feel hungry suddenly...
"Look..." He started, but Jaemin shook his head and cut him off. The boy got scared that Yuta will send him away.

"Hyung, I'm sorry that I was so pushy before! Just please don't send me away again!" He pleaded, grabbing Yuta's forearm but immediately let it go, scared that Yuta didn't want him to touch him.

Bur Yuta only shook his head vehemently, holding his hands out.
"It's not that! I wanted to apologise for sending you away so rudely last time" he said, his eyes fixed on the covers in front of them. He loved Jaemin like a younger brother, he didn't want to fight with him.

After hearing this, the younger let out a shaky breath before his lips stretched into his signature smile. He looked like he was about to cry and in the next moment he threw himself at Yuta, almost knocking over the plate on the covers.

"Oh, thank god, I thought that you hate me because of that!" He murmured and burried his face in Yuta's shoulder. Yuta smelled great even though Jaemin wasn't presented yet. He couldn't imagine what the he smelled for the others, but he was impatient to find it out.

Yuta didn't say anything but hugged Jaemin back tightly. He didn't know what to say. But it wasn't a problem, the silence was comfortable.

But soon it was broken by someone knocking on the door.
"Jaeminnie, Yuta, we're going out!" It was Ten. "Do you need something?"

"No" Jaemin shouted after he got off of Yuta.

"Hyung, could you get me...” They heard Donghyuck yell from outside and then Johnny cutting him off.
"Come and get it for yourself!"