I put poems at the top because myife is like Edgar Allan Poe's poems. Full of hurt love hate yet have a sinister side. My sinister side is my depression. Sometimes I want to succumb to the pressure. Yet at times I want to just ignore it. I know no one will ever love me. Everyone eventually hates me. So what if my life is like a horror movie. I put poems in my life to express my feeling I can't say out loud. If someone wouldn't judge me. I could tell them. If I was taught its so wrong. I could tell someone. Of I had a full family I could tell someone. I'm the youngest and when I needed a family most I had none with me. I put poems at the top because that's the top way to express my feelings and thoughts.
