The Reunion.

Surprise, surprise.

It's been two weeks since I have received the invitation... I still don't know what I should do, I haven't said anything to Björn, I just don't feel comfortable with it.
We have been to Greece together only once when he met my parents. Don't think that I've gone there alone more than that, since I've moved here my parents usually came to visit us. I have so many people that I want to see again. My grandparents, my uncles, my cousins.
Maybe this reunion could be my chance to visit them, I don't want them to think that I am not humble enough and I forgot them.
I am in the hospital now I have an hour or so more. I am planning on going for shopping after work.
I forgot to tell you that it's our anniversary tomorrow and I want to buy Björn a gift, I would love to see his face when I surprise him in the hospital. I can't stop myself from thinking if he remembers it. He is not really good with dates haha. Although last year we went out in a beautiful restaurant near the sea and he gave me pink flowers.
I have chosen this year to buy him a fishing kit, I know he was eyeing it the last time we went out for a walk and he saw it in the store. I hope we will spend some time together after all it's our anniversary, I would really use a date.
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It's 3 JUNE.
I will wake up quickly today, just to make my man happy. I will wear the beautiful floral clothes I bought yesterday, I will make my hair and head straight to his office. That's my plan. Maybe I should buy him some chocolate donuts and coffee that he loves. I'm so looking forward to see how he will react. I haven't surprise him before I'm not that type of person.
I say hi the bodyguard in the entrance of the hospital and I'm pressing the number 3 in the elevator, that's where his office is.
I can't hide my smile right now as I pass a few patients. I open his door without knocking oops! I'm the girlfriend what can I say.
But what my eyes confront isn't what I expected, not in a million years... it's him, HIM kissing another woman, suddenly I feel tears growing but I don't want to give him the happiness and cry in front of them. The things that I hold fall on the floor and by the sound of them they turn their heads to my direction.

"That's not what you think it is! I can explain" Yeah, sure.

"That's not what I think it is? And what it is then? Today is our anniversary, ANNIVERSARY, but as always you forgot. I was stupid enough to come here and surprise you, stupid me. I thought all those months you were working more hours but instead you were just hooking up with her! F*ck you!" My throat is hurting now, but I don't care if anyone can hear me.
And that's how I left them with a loud noise from the door, proud of myself that I didn't cry in front of them. I didn't left him time to answer I couldn't stand watching them.
How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me... I was walking know to the exit of the hospital, tears running, I feel so betrayed. Luckily in a hospital it's not something unusual to see someone cry. I just can't believe him. How much time this is happening? Why did he did that to me? Did I did something wrong? No Debbie he's just an asshole.
In my car I just can't stop crying I'm so frustrated that I hit the steering wheel with all my power multiple times. I think that I seem like a schizophrenic but I couldn't care less.
After some minutes that for me were hours I dried my tears as much as it was possible and started driving.
I head towards to our apartment to pack my things. I hope he got the idea that we're over. I don't want him to see him never again.
He hurt me deep inside my heart. He took my heart and cut it in the half. That's how I feel now. Half.
I open the door for the last time and I grabbed my bags. I packed them quickly not caring if I left anything, not that I was planning on going back to get it.
It was his house after all, I was the one who moved here. How could I fell for someone who doesn't even respect me? I just can't stop crying. That's the most difficult thing I've ever been through. I hate him so much for cheating on me. Fan, what I'm I going to do? I had convinced myself that he was the one. I can't live without him. But he clearly can.
I leave the keys into the cat bowl he had bought me in one of our trips, for a moment I smile inside my tears remembering all those memories. I opened the door without looking back.
I put my bags inside my car, I was driving for hours not knowing where to go. I felt so alone without him.
I haven't made many girl friends in Stockholm, sure I had some from work but they were his friends too, you can say friends aren't my thing. I have no one to talk to right now, I don't know if I want to to be honest, I always bottle everything up.

Suddenly I saw a sign that said "airport" and that's where I took a turn on.
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