Are you down?

Well its something

When he finally spoke he said "baby don't you think that's too much " "look don't even" her mother said he became muted again I followed taye into her room that she shared with her 14 year old sister I helped her pack up all of her stuff well it was mostly me packing because she couldn't stop crying her dad helped me put all her stuff in my car when we pulled up at my place I saw Alexis helping my moms bring some groceries in I got out and helped while taye

Went in the house my moms saw the tears and followed behind her "don't worry about it baby I got this I'll calm her down " my mama said , from the porch Alexis helped me with the groceries and all of taye stuff in my car when we finally brought everything in my room I sat on my bed trying to figure out where tf all this shit was going to go I'll figure it out while I was sitting there talking to Alexis I pulled out the ultrasound pictures out of my pocket

All these problems for a little dot on a screen but this was my little dot no matter what I took the picture of taye and I from Valentine's Day and put the ultrasound in the corner of it

Later on that night I was up late by myself taye was sleep so I Figured I would talk to my little dot I positioned myself on the bed so my head was by her stomach "hey baby you know I love you so much no matter what people think about your you're my little dot this is going to be a long ass 9 months but in 3 more months we will find out if your a boy or a girl no matter what you are I'm going to make sure your spoiled baby

The doctor said you'll be a spring baby you technically won't be there for all my fall basketball season but guess whos going to be there while I play the summer league ? You baby and ima get a little jersey with my number on it I'm going to get your mommy one too . I wonder if your going to be one of those kids who doesn't like basketball or if your going to be one of those kids who doesn't like to go outside

One thing is that you won't be no little punk dot . You got too many hood cousins to be letting people push you around I'm goin to marry mommy one day I wonder what you'll call me probably ma because your mommy is the only person who can call me daddy no matter what dot I'm going to always be here for you . Even tho forever isn't forever for me and your mommy I'm going to make sure forever is forever for me and you " I whispered to her stomach

Taye started running her fingers thru my dreads letting me know she was awake "how long you been up?" I asked her "I woke up when you You got up and moved and stop calling my baby dot" she started laughing "I love you nique " I sat up opened my night stand drawer I was going to wait until our anniversary next month for this but I felt like now was a good time I've been with taye since I was 15 two whole years with my baby I've gotten her promise rings before

But I always get her a new one every now and then every ring comes with a new promise to make her . I motioned my fingers for her to come here she came on the side of my bed and I pulled her promise ring off and replaced it with a new one "baby I love you I'm going to always love you and have love for you no matter what happens between us I promise that no matter what I will always be here for you and this baby I was going to save this but I felt like now was a good time "

I spoke softly to her taye started tearing up she couldn't stop staring at the ring on her finger she leaned in and kissed me this wasn't a regular kiss if I wasn't a girl this was the type of kiss to get her double pregnant I turned the room light off and we - welp y'all thought I was about to tell y'all what happened not now maybe on our anniversary 😉