i'm, dead? why can i see everything still? i can hear crying, what's going on?
"i'd do anything to see her again." huh? is that mags? it is!!
"ma-" i tried to yell, but then i heard it. those three words, followed by gasps.
"i miss her." awsten. how can someone like him miss me? he bullied me! but, he is really cute and i love him. so i can't stay mad. oh no, he's crying. please stop crying!!!!!
"magnolia, do something!!!" i shout. suddenly she wraps him in a hug. what the fuck? did i just control her?
"brendon, ryan, leave while holding hands." holy shit. they just- what the FUCK. i'm literally controlling people. is this what it's like being dead? i kind of like it.... but i want to be alive again, i want to live a full life, with my family, with my friends, with... awsten.
---time skip---
there he is. just sitting there. crying. otto and geoff, they're just, staring into each other's eyes? cute. not as cute as awsten though.
"dude, why are you so down about this, you hated the chick." oh fuck off. awsten, please tell me you don't actually hate me, tell the truth! please! i can't stand this!
"guys, i- i messed up. we were friends for 5 years, then i got mad over one small thing and i got out of hand. i don't think i've ever loved a girl more, but i fucked up. she's dead! she didn't get to know how i really felt." holy shit. is he serious? he's crying again. he really does love me.
"you just did tell me. i love you." i can't help but feel the need to kiss him. should i?
"whatever awsten, we're going home." good. i need to show my true affection. now they're gone, i'm gonna do it! okay. here we go.
i lean in and place my ghost lips on his. i can't feel it, but i bet it's what you'd expect in heaven. i can't stop smiling oh my gosh. i kissed him! finally! what is he doing? why are you standing? are we going on an adventure?! this should be fun!!!
"not again hanna, i'm not letting you go again." you never did, aws.
i attempt to grab his hand, but it doesn't work. stupid ghost hands. i want to hold his flippin hands!!!!!! oh well. this walk may be awhile, so why not just fly next to him? yeah! good idea me!! i'm so smart haha.
>>>time skip again hehe<<<
why did he come to the sketchy side of town? what is this boy up to....
"finally" he mumbled. he walks towards the witchcraft and black magic store... he isn't, is he?
"one ouija board please." HE IS! i can finally connect with him again, for real.
