Underlying anxiety, concealed from even myself.
"This is just my own attention seeking behavior."
Writing off my own internal struggle as just a fleeting feeling.
"It's nothing. I'm fine."
Am I? This is too complicated to grasp.
My subconscious is betraying me, feeding me lies about my feelings.
Or maybe I'm paranoid. Maybe I'm fine.
It's just my own attention seeking tendencies.
"Whose attention are you seeking, you tell no one?"
It's just paranoia.
SHUT THE FUCK UP
NO
a prisoner of my own mind.
