Dynasty Warriors Universes (Characters X Reader One Shots)

(Yaoi) [Shu] (Yandere) Liu Shan X Male Reader part 3-Diary Of The Murderer

Sorry!!! I was busy with problems guys, I'm So sorry!!!!! >w<

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Diary

Killing someone.... People are very pathetic, aren't they? They are fools, stupid sheeps waiting to eat by a hungry wolf... They say features that distinguish people from animals are their intelligence and logic... Stop believing it, because it's a lie... They watching movies, reading stories, and every one of them says "Killing for love is very romantic!" But when I did this, they call me "Murderer" Yes! I'm a murderer! For following my nature! They killing animals but when they do that they call them "Hunter." or "This is the rule of nature." Where is the logic?

my story is not about anger, no, killing people while you are angry.... I should say, you are idiot if you something like that, well I little advise, kill people with clear mind, because you are not in control when you are angry, you can kill them, but you probably will not care about other things... like fingerprints, blood, footprints, 

 What I'm talking about is killing someone with your mind, I should say, I wanted to kill someone too, with no specific reason, maybe just to see what it's like. Do you ever get that? I wouldn't know how others feel, because it's not something I ever talked about. But I've been curious about what it's like to kill someone ever since I was a child. Not killing anyone in particular, just a random person. It's always just fascinated me that if I put my mind to it, I can approach anyone, and in five minutes they would be completely gone from this Earth.  

the thing people don't understand is my reason... They are just mindless fools, idots without brains, animals without their precious "logic" 

They killing animals, insects, why? Because they have a reason, their reason "That animal tried to kill me!" "That thing is so scary!" as you can see, their reasons are related to their savety or their job... The thing they did not understand is my reason is the same... The "Things" I killed is possible dangers for my goal...

I know my precious (Y/N) is loving me... so I don't care about what other people say, well I was looking for animes to clear my mind, one day I saw something called "Yandere". this word is using to describe the people who kill others for their loves, they are obsessed to people they love, and for this, they can do everything, well I know I know, you, the one who read this will think that I'm a yandere too, well, I'm sorry but you are wrong cutie.

People who called "Yandere" are just trying to have what they want, they do not think about the bigger picture, and... I don't know why but nearly to all Yanderes are girls... ugh, be killed by a girl? Pathetic... I mean, they have hands, aren't they? They are mens, naturally they are stronger and more durable than womans, I guess it's about their wishs... maybe their eyes just seeing the "Important parts" of that woman, while she cut their throats... pathetic, but that womans are smart, no doubt about that, they call me "Evil", I'm sure others who read this will call me as well, maybe you think differently?

Well... if you think this is normal, then we should meet! Maybe we can go to a cafe or somewhere! But if you are girl... stay away fom my (Y/N), maybe we can be friends, but I can choose (Y/N) over you anytime...

Creepy, isn't it? Hahaha... well sorry for that, well let's ask questions to get know each other better! Now you think about it, it's stupid hahaha... while you read this I will probably gone, no one can find us, who knows? Maybe you are Sherlock Holmes of our time? Well, a little challange will be good you know! ^^

You found this in wooden house right? I have doubts if that thing is still there tough, maybe you just saw that on the road? This house is terrible you know, while you read this, I'm sure you entered from big holes at the wall, well, nothing can stand against time I guess?

No matter how much I hate my father, he was the one who take care of me until the day he dies, I will miss him, his cooking skills was incredible, I still want to see him at the night, while he was tired, coming from his job, every time... he was sleeping at the couch because there was no money at all, the money his boss gives him just help us to live, but that was enough, 

My mother died when I was very young, maybe because of that I love a guy instead of a woman? Womans... disgusting, guys using them as a toy, and they call this "Love" No this is something other than love, but I can't judge people for this,

I will call you "Friend" I guess, do you know how it feels? You probably have a mom... wanna break her neck? She is just a problem when you think about it, the one who gives you order all the times, I killed a women just for test I guess? What was her name... Well I don't know, I just wanted to learn how it feels, story time!

Like I said, I was wondering how it feels, is it hard? Feels good or bad? Well you know there is just one way to learn, and no I'm not talking about stupid video games, no, I'm talking about real action, real flesh and blood...

By time, I realise that I was watching people, their lives, their feelings, their daily routine...

I was waiting, looking for a person that nobody care about, so probably the one I looking for should be old, should not be married or have children. Every day I was watching people to find someone fit my criterions

Finally, I found her, At a market, I looked at her bag, she was buying things for just one person because she was buying just few things, I did not saw a ring at her finger, so she is single... 

She was middle-aged, her hair was wavy and coming up to her shoulders, there was a tired expression on her face... perfect test subject,

I followed her, and she was living in a small house, away from people...

I was wondering about her, so I cheked her mail box, there was just few magazine and a letter from a company, I checked the windows, they were closed, all of them...

I quickly come back to my house, waited for night, at night, I was watching her house, then I find a crazy idea, I knocked the door, my heart was about the stop, I was so excited, what was that feeling? Fear, or wonder...?

She opened the door, and said "Hi..." with same tired face, I smiled "Umm... Hi! Sorry for bothering you at night, but I lost my dog, did you saw a golden?" It was a lie, I was trying to know her better, I should say, she is a fool for trusting to a stranger this easy, she said no and she invited to me inside for tea and cake, this was my best chance, she probably have no one, maybe because of that she was end up drinking tea with a complate stranger like me,

She was very simple, but you can't forget your first kill, right? Her name was Hua Yan, after a long boring chat, I smiled and take my leave, 

Now the most important and hard question! Which weapon is better? An Axe? A knife? Well This was the hardest question of my life...

I should get going, maybe we can met somewhere else? Who knows? Maybe we end up hugging each other... while I stab you from behind....

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