basically my lifeu... [ENG]

is it worth it...?

Why I'm still alive
even if I want to be dead?

Answer is easy...
I don't want to hurt my family and friends...

But is it worth it?
...
I don't know...
...
Would it be right if I'll do something with it?
...
I don't know
....
Then why I'm doing this?

Because I'm confused...