Please Save Me From Myself

Scar 1

"She's hurt,mentally and emotionally. But everyday, she walks with a smile, because that's who she is, the girl who never stopped smiling."

Another day, Another cut, Another smile.

"Hayden we gotta go come on!" Nash said.

"Hold on a sec." I yelled.

"Dude she's a girl she takes longer to get ready." Hayes said.

It didn't take me long to get ready it took me a long time to hide my cuts. I finally settled for my grey sweater, black sweats, sneakers, black beanie, black hollister braclet, and aqua green Aztec print back pack.

"You don't rush perfection boys." I say.

"Perfection is not real." Hayes says.

"Fuck you." I say.

"Can you guys stop. We have to go." Nash said.

"Okay let's go." I say walking out the door.

"Wait, where's Cam?" I ask.

"Right here." He said smacking me with whipped cream.

"Let me guess, smack cam?" I asked.

"Smack cam." He repeated.

"Your an ass you know that?" I asked.

"Yep." He said starting the car.

"Bye mom!" I shouted.

"Are all the boys gonna be there?" I asked.

"If you mean Aaron than yes." Hayes said.

"Not just Aaron. Carter, Matt, Shawn, Jack J, Jack G, Taylor, Hayes, Cameron, and Nash will be there." Cam said.

"I know about you three idiots, I ment everybody else." I said.

"Ouch." Nash said.

"Whatever. I'm going to sleep. Wake me up and die." I stated.

"Okay Hayden Elizabeth Blake Gier." Nash said.

"Goodnight Hamilton Nash Gier." I said. Putting my headphones in.

** Time Skip; Arriving at the hotel**

I was picked up bridal style. I snuggled closer to the warm body.

"You can share a room with her. I think you're the only one who has the patience to." Nash said.

"Okay man." The person said. I was carried to an elevator, than placed on a bed. I snuggled into the matress, and drifted off to sleep.

When I woke up the room was empty. I looked around and saw my phone on the nightstand next to a note. I picked up the note first and it said,

Hayden,

Meet us downstairs at 5

Aaron, Nash, Hayes, Matt, Hayes, Cam, Carter, Jack, Jack, and Taylor =)

I looked at my phone and saw it was 4. I had a hour to get ready. I

Not one of those girls how take an hour to get ready. I take a half and hour to get ready. I grabbed my suitcases and found an outfit.

It was a black paromore tank top, red and blue flannel, white converse, a black beanie, and jewelery. (On side) I looked at my phone and I had a half and hour left. I ran to the elevator and decided I would scare the old lady in there.

"Excuse me miss?" I asked recording this for a vine.

"Yes?" She asked.

"Do you have any candy?" I asked.

"Yes. Do you like mint?" She asked.

"Yes I love mint." I said jumping up and down. "Here you go love." She said handing me candy exiting the elevator. I walked down the hall to the lobby and saw all the boys.

"Helloooo." I said sitting on the couch.

"Sleeping beauty has awaken." The Aaron said.

"We have a surprise." Nash said.

"Really! What is it?!" I asked excitedly.

"O2L, Jenn, Andrea, Lauren, and Arden are joining us on tour." Cam told me.

"Hello!" Jc said from behind me. I turned to see everyone else as well. Jc's here. Not as much time with Aaron. The guy I'm basically in love with. I have the rest of the boys but only Aaron understands how I feel. He knows that I have secrets. He doesn't know them though. He's the boy who comforts me when the hate gets to me. But I guess it's okay.

"So are we going to dinner?" I asked.

"Yes. Let's go." Nash said.

**Time Skip; Night Time**

"Night guys." I said going to my hotel room. I told them I was tired. The truth is I'm going to cut. Some people would say how I'm an attention seeker, or a whore. But I'm not. I get a lot of hate. Nash doesn't listen to hate. But it's so hard.

As I walked into the hotel bathroom, I turned the water on. I stripped my clothes, and hopped in. I washed my hair and body, than picked up my razor. I slowly slid the razor over some scars that are almost healed. I heard the door open and close.

"Hayden." The voice yelled; it was Aaron. I guess we'll be sharing a room.

"I'm almost done." I called putting my razor back in my make-up bag. I slid on my pjs. And walked out. I realized there was only one bed.

"Hey I'm going to sleep on the floor so we don't have to share a bed." Aaron said.

"No it's fine." I said. "You don't have to." I told him.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"Positive." I said, patting the space next to me.

"Okay fine." He said, laying down next to me.

"Aaron." I whispered.

"Um." He mumbled.

"I had a nightmare." I responded softly.

"Come here." He said; opening his arms.

"Goodnight Hayden." He said while kissing the top of my head.

"Goodnight Aaron." I said falling asleep.

Author's Note:

Hey guys. This is one of my new stories. It's gonna be updated here and there. Hoped you enjoyed it! Thanks for reading chapter 1. Love you. Byessss!!!!