We aren't meant to be together

Tour day

It was 1:00 am and Sam was in the floor so was I, but he was on the other side of the living room and I was in the middle of he living room. Hayes woke us up and we looked around and I thought there was going to be bunks but it was three little rooms with beds kinda close together and there were small gaps me, hayes, sam, jc, Cameron, and kain. Crystal was with Matthew, carter, mahogany, Connor, Trevor. The other room was Ricky, Taylor, jack g , jack j, shawn, and Aaron. Aaron slept on the floor since there are six beds.

The next morning me and crystal decided to get ready since everyone was asleep. Crystal wore a black skirt, pink shirt that shows her belly but the skirt covers it when she puts it up and black and white high tops with smiley face earrings.

I wore a purple shirt black skinny jeans the shirt came with a black leather jacket and black hoops we didn't make up, because we were kinda lazy we both straitened our hair and put it in a messy ponytail and black head band.

When we both got our hayes was in his phone I took it and started running around with it, but hayes was kinda worried about it and I looked down at his phone and he was texting his ex they both said " I love you".

I got mad, but still had drops of tears in my eyes going down my cheeks. He said " it didn't mean anything", but I didn't believe him any more I just ran to Sam, because he was always there for me. That night I attempted to kill my self I always loved him, but know I know he never loved me he same. When I tried to kill my self I was in the kitchen with a knife pointing my neck, but jc stopped me and he took knife away I started crying he hugged me till I stopped attempting to get out of his strong arms. He let me go I got the knife I ran in the room locked my self in it and I pointed it to my stomach and I made a small line with blood coming out then all the guys kept on trying to open the door by smashing it down I heard them screaming then I stopped the guys opened it I raised the knife jc got it away before I stabbed my self.