i love you // Taylor Caniff

isabelle

I have been in the depressed stage for a while now.

I wanna end my life but at the same time I don't?

After the magcon event I went back to my house and the boys stayed at the hotel.

I grabbed my bottle of pills and sat on my bed.

I unscrewed the cap but shook my head and put it down.

I didn't wanna leave taylor but the rest of my life I did.

If only taylor was my 'life'.

I'd be happy for the rest of my life. Right?

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I picked up the bottle one more time and spilled about 6 pills onto my palm.

I shoved them down my throat and layed down on my bed.

I was starting to feel my eyes closing.

I wanted to leave so bad I just closed my eyes and let God take me away.

And that's when everything went black.