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Hey Dad I Yelled While Maya said After Me

Sup Matthews

Hey Girls You Should get washed Up and Than Come Eat Dinner He Replied

Yeah Dad

Uh huh

We Ran to My Room to Get Washed Up Which I Would Have Wanted to Do More Than Have this Conversation with Maya We Were sitting at the Bay Window as Usual Discuss What Had Happened Today Which I was Not Keep On Sharing It was All Because Of Lucas She Wanted to Know Why we were Staying Friends It's Just I Can't Lose Lucas If we Dated We Would End Up Breaking Up Because He Would Either get Bored with Me Or All Of My Issues Which Sometimes I Even Wish I Wasn't Here  to Deal with Like Maybe If I Disappeared they would Go Away

No no no Riley Don't think Like That or It'll Happen Again I thought to Myself I Hadn't Realized that I was Zoned Out cause Next thing I Know I Was Being Yelled At Earth to Smiley Riley Maya Yelled

Oh Yeah Uh Let's Just Go Eat Now
I said Really Quickly and than Walked Out Followed By A Confused Maya

Finally My Dad said

What took you Girls So Long Asked My Mom

Yeah Riley Auggie said trying to be Part Of the Conversation

Uh you know Just Girl Stuff I said Shrugging It Off

After that We Just Shrugged Of With Or Usually Conversation At Donner With the Occasional Concerned Glances from Maya Which I Just Tried to Ignore

Maya Left and Riley was Left Alone With Her thoughts

I was Texting Lucas when Maya Left and I Was all Alone when It Happened Again I Couldn't Breathe I Felt Like My Blood was Boiling I Could Barely Move My Hands 

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