my recovery||by:shadyoongii

one||pilot

MIN YOONGI POV;
*phone rings*
"Hello?" I softly say as I answer the phone.
"Hey Yoongi, can we meet up?" Namjoon asks without hesitation.
"sure, let me get dressed first, where we gonna meet up?" I ask.
"Castle cafe, y-your favorite place.."
I smile and let him know I'll meet him soon.
I put on some black ripped jeans, and a grey hoodie that says "antisocial".
*time skips*
I walk in the cafe and see Namjoon at the table we always sat at.
"Hey you came" he said.
I nodded in response.
"So, what's up?"
He sighed?
"I miss you Yoongi.." I look away to hide the fact I blushed.
"I miss you next to me, I miss everything about us, please, one more chance and I promise I won't lie to you ever again!" I noticed his eyes were watery and Namjoon never cry's?
So I believed him.
"I'm willing to give you a chance because I missed you so much Namjoon." He gets up and so do I and we give in a hug.
*time skips*
We cuddled in his couch watching some k-dramas.
"oh shit!" I said angrily.
"Hey calm down he loved Veronica not Maddie *giggles*" I look at Namjoon with a are you fucking serious face.
"Veronica loved Hoesk why did he choose Maddie when she never gave two shits bout him!" I cross my arms.
Namjoon brings me closer to him.
"Hey it's just a show baby" I blushed to the word 'baby' I haven't heard it in so long, it made me feel special, like as if I was truly his.
"Oh I almost forgot uhm there's a party tomorrow 6-12 and I was thinking you would wanna go with me?"
I smile and giggle, "I hate parties but, why not."

•next dAY•
It was 5:30pm Namjoon was coming to get me soon.
"Shit!" I put on my baby blue ripped jeans with a black shirt and a black hat with a chain around it.
*honk honk*
I look outside and see Namjoons car.
"Can't believe it, school it tomorrow and I'm spending the last day of summer in a party, with jocks, and sluts..."
I run downstairs and go inside the car.
"Ooh babe you look amazing" he said my face grew bright red.
"thanks you obviously do too."

An hour passed and we finally made it to the party.
"Hey I'll be back I'm gonna find the boys alright" I nod.
Then I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turn around and see Jake?
fuck.
"Care for a drink loser, besides water?"
He asked me god I hate him so much..he knows I'm gay and he makes fun of me for it.
"Sure, jack" I say he gave me a shot of something I didn't know what it was but I didn't care.
*2 minutes later*
Not realizing I was already drunk.
"Hey baby"
"H-hi namjoonie were the bo-oYs?"
His nose wrinkled he knew I was drunk he smelt it from my breath.
"Hey your drunk babe ?"
"S-so oh I'm just having fUn." I say smiling and my legs shaking.
"Babe you need to relax, okay?" I nod and he brings me upstairs.
"Relax here and when u feel better come down okay"
"I feel bettoo ar *giggles*"
"Just stay here okay I'll be back to check on you." I smile and lay my head back.
I should've stayed home..
I hear the door creak open. I look up it was jack.
"Ha you look fucked" he said with giggles.
"Leave me alone j- *burps* jack"
I saw him turn around and I heard a click.
"H-hey what are you doing?"
He started un-doing his pants getting near me.
"Spread your legs"
"You bitch what the he- HEY!" He began undoing my clothes now I was fully naked.
I felt weak?
"By the way the drink I gave you there was a drug in it u dumbass"
"J-jack please don't do this I have a boyfriend!"
"I don't give a fuck!"
He slammed his dick inside of me, I never felt so much pain and insecurity in my life.
"AH STAHP!!" He went faster with every thrust I tried my best not to moan but I couldn't help it!?
"AHH I-I need You to s-STAHPP!" It hurt so much I felt tears come down my eyes.
Then the door opened and there was Namjoon.
"BABY H-HELP!"
"YOU BITCH!" Namjoon screamed and knocked jack with his elbow.
I quickly cover myself up.
"Babe are you o-"
"DONT LOOK AT ME!" I said, I was ashamed, I felt disgusting.
"Baby did he?" I nodded as tears go down my eyes, I notice taehyung, jungkook, jhope, and Jin come.
"Omg what the fuck happened!" Jungkook said with anger in his eyes.
"It was jack, he raped Yoongi.."
I look at jack laying down on the ground,  now I felt such hate, I would never forgive him..I wanted to kill him