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black bunnyhug with the roses

Feli had just arrived home from the mall, holding a Bath + Body Works bag, a larger Old navy bag, and a cup of pretzel bites in the other hand. She dug in the front pocket of her overalls, pulling out a small, bronze-colored key with a dot of yellow nail polish at the tip if the rounded part. She unlocked the door, stepping into her house. "I'm back!! Anybody up?" She yelled as she entered. "Sister! How was the mall?" Her sib, Lovi, called out from the couch. Feli pranced over there, setting her bags on the couch before sitting down herself. "Look what I got!" She pulled out the perfume bottle, spraying a bunch in the air. "Smell! It's really nice!" Lovi sniffed in the air before coughing a bunch. "That's too much perfume, Feli!" They said, fanning air away from their face. Feli giggled. "Wow, sorry I guess. Hey, fun story, it turns out that this is the same perfume that Saki uses a lot! Isn't that cool??" Lovi looked at Feli, frowning a bit more than usual. Except rather than their usual annoyed scowl, they looked like an apology.

"Feliciana, do you have a thing for Sakura?" Feli frowned, flustered. She felt blood rushing into her face, wishing she could send it back. "What? No, of course I don't, she's dating Louise!" Feli choked up a bit saying that sentence out loud, but she wasn't entirely sure why. "I know, that's why I'm worried. But I mean, you bought her perfume today, and you've started to dress like her, and talk about her almost as much as you talk about Louise, I-" "No!" Feli interrupted. "No I don't! This was just a coincidence! And since when do I dress like her??" "Well you started buying short black skirts and things with little pink flowers, things with less bright colors than you wear usually, for sure." Lovi started talking louder, concern growing more apparent. "I-" Feli wanted to respond, but she didn't know what to say. She could never have liked Sakura that way, of course. She'd never thought about that.

"I'm gonna go to bed, g'night!!" She said louder than she intended on, grabbing her things and running down the hall to her room. She slammed the door, setting down her bags and flopping down on her yellow bedsheets. 

She didn't like Sakura! There was no way! Because when she thought about Sakura, she didn't think of her the same as she thought about Louise when she liked her. Feli would fantasize about going on dates with Louise, calling her cute pet names and holding her hand. She'd dream of snuggling with her, kissing her on the cheek, taking her to school dances. Wearing Louise's clothes, because they'd be big and comfy and they'd smell like her-

She shook the thought from her head, walking over to her closet. She pulled out a black bunnyhug with roses on the back from her Old Navy bag, and held it up to things she used to wear a lot. All the bright colors, patterns, and weird accessories were definitely not a match to the bunnyhug, or a few of her other recent purchases for that matter.

Then it hit Feli like a big sack of cinder blocks. Maybe the reason she was acting more like Sakura was because she was still in love with Louise, and part of her thought that if she was more like Sakura, then Louise might start to like her.

Feli decided not to wear her new perfume to school tomorrow.