Wish upon a StarㅣJihan

Fin.

Seungcheol proposed. Jeonghan said yes. (Yeah I know they just started dating and they're already getting married...Idk just go with it)
They were all there. The group yet again said their congratulations but all eyes were on Joshua. Faking a smile. Faking it all.

The wedding came close. "Thank you for being there for me all this time Shua. I remember our wishes we made on the shooting stars. I know yours will come true soon" Jeonghan said.
"Yeah. Me too."

-The day Before The Wedding-

Joshua was so weak he could barely get out of bed. Be he had to be strong. For Jeonghan.
"Get the flowers removed or we won't let you go to the wedding" the group said.
"I won't and you can't make me" Joshua said.
"Why. Tell me why."
"Because. One night, we wished on a star. Both asking for love. Jeonghan got his love. I didn't. But jeonghan is my love. He is my everything. I won't get rid of my feelings because on that night, I wished on the stars to experience love. These feelings are my experience. I won't give them up. He means the world to me. If it means that I have to suffer every single day just to see Jeonghan happy and in love, then that's what I'll do" Joshua cries.
"So stop asking cause you can't convince me otherwise"

The group was silent over his words. They never asked again. They fulfilled his wishes. They helped him get dressed. Walked him to the reception to see the love of his life one last time.

The two said their vows and Joshua smiled genuinely.

Joshua got up and said he was going to get some fresh air. "I'll be fine" he said.

He made his way through the doors.

That was the last time they saw him.

He coughed up the beautiful flowers painted with blood one last time.

And everything stopped.

Everything.

His body. Cold. Touched the floor. You could say collapsed or you could say a battle Joshua fought...where Joshua lost.

He wasn't sad. Mad. Angry. He was happy. For he experienced love even if he meant he was suffering physically and mentally to the very last moment.

Joshua was smiling when he left us. He saw jeonghan happy and in love and that's all he wants right?

The sad smile. Mixed with a genuine one plastered on his face as he laid on the ground. Looking up at the stars one last time. My wish did come true...he thought. And he closed his eyes.