Megan's POV
The darkness of the room hit me as I hit my head in my hands, tears falling like a waterfall out of control. Pain running through my chest as more water ran from my broken eyes. I held him in my arms for minutes before the ambulance turned up and left me alone in the blackness of the box he got trapped in.
I carefully stood up from my knees and quietly made my way to the kitchen to phone everyone in Simons contacts to get them to come as soon as possible.
"Fly over as soon as possible, closet hospital" I spoke through the phone to everyone in which they responded with
"Ok see you there"
To say I was scared was an understatement, I don't whether or not he's alive or has gone for real.. Simon is and was my everything, loving, kind, caring and was most certainly always there for me when I needed him. I'm glad I started speaking to him because I don't know where I'd be if I didn't. He's the only person I have, my parents sadly died when I was younger as we all got in a car crash and I was the only one that survived it. My parents loved me more than anyone and I loved them so so much. Which is why I'm glad I met Si, he was the only person I've had lately that has loved me just as much as mum and dad had.
My fingers shook as I held onto the steering wheel as hard as I could whilst driving down the road to where my boy was. It's my fault he is where he is, if I wasn't such a fuck up he wouldn't be in hospital connected to like 10 million wires.
I walked through the double automatic doors and made my way to the reception where I asked for him.
"Room 379" she had responded in which I thanked and made my way to the room.
As soon as I made it I was in under shock at the sight I had just witnessed at my loved on lay there. He look horrible in the state he was in. It was my fault and it'll haunt me for the rest of my life. He's in hospital because of me and possibly won't make it out. I hate myself for doing this to him. I love him so much.
I took a chair and placed it next to his bed and held his hand, rubbing the back of it with my thumb. Tears fell as I stared at him with love and lust.
"Megan-n" he choked out
"Si.." I responded as soon as I heard him.
"Im going to have to say a few words before I go.."
"Simon I just wanted to say I'm sorry for getting you into this mess, i love you far to much to do this to you" I quickly spoke before he took over
"Megan, non of this is your fault okey? Jay is just a horrible horrible man, he didn't deserve you and never will. You didn't do this to me, he did. Remember that. Meggie...I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, to this point I have been but, I wanted to marry you. I wanted you to do the honours of being my wife. We wanted kids, this relationship will always and I mean always stick with me. You were caring, understanding, loving, kind, my whole entire world and I won't forget the time we spent together. Megan you mean so fucking much to me, like words can't describe how much you mean to me. I'm sad that we didn't find each other sooner than we did, I'm sad that I'm saying goodbye to you in a hospital bed. This was the last thing I wanted to happen but I'd rather it be me and not you. Before I go, tell everyone I love them with every last bone in my body. And Megan? Remember me for the rest of your life ok? I love you endless amounts of infinity. Goodbye baby girl"
With that his eyes closed and darkness took over him.
Goodbye my love.
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Last chapter :(
I just wanted to thank everyone who has read this story and I love each and every one of you for it.
I'm sorry btw.
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