I spend the entire rest of the night banging my head against the white brick walls of my cell. I'm not crazy! I didn't kill her! I tug at the hair on my head. Just wantng all the voices and memories to go away. I loved her! She loved me! I rock back and forth digging my bare soles into the tile floor. I loved her! She didn't love me? No! No! She did love me! She loved me! I let out a moan. Digging my nails into my skull. I loved her! I hurt her? Demi laying dead on her bed room floor flashes through my brain. A burning pain tears at my heart. I didn't hurt her! I close my eyes tightly. A single tear sliding down my cheek. The door to my cell opens. I look up to see Demi. Looking the same way she did the night i found her. Her black hair fading into a green at the ends. A ripped Nirvana tank top falling carelessly off her shoulder. Studded black shorts that barley even covered her butt. Wth a red plaid jacket tied around her waist. I had almost forgotten that she shaved half her hair off in an attempt to catch her parents attention for once. It hadn't worked though.
She slowly makes her way over to me. Her skin pale white. A dark purple haze around her eyes. I'm not sure how to react. She looks dead, and i'm sure she is. But she's standing in front of me. Inches away from my touch. I can even smell her. Cinnamon with the lingering smell of jack daniels whisky. I laugh at myself. Obviously i've finally driven myself mad. Demi bends down in front of me. Her eyes cold and life less. I stop laughing. Theres a hatred in her eyes one i had never seen on her before. Her hand reaches for me and i close my eyes expecting her cold dead skin on my face. Instead i find her delicate hands wrapping around my neck. I open my eyes as she squeezes out my breath.
"De...Dem?" I say breathless.
"Remember this Joe? Remember what you did?" She whispers to me. "Remember!" She screams. squeezing my neck harder. I feel my life sucked out me. As i wake up in my bed with a gasp. I jump up looking around the room for Demi. But nothing. Just me and the white walls. A gaurd opens the door. I spin around Still freaked out by my dream.
"Breakfast." He says with out emotion. I gulp nodding my head at him.
"Yeah...ok." I say walking out the door past him. Like routine i sit next to ashley. Mindless conversation insues. While we barely even touch our food. Until chelsea mentions the bruise around my neck. My head snaps up suddenly aware of the soreness.
"What bruise?" I ask touching tender skin around my neck.
"It almost looks like hands?" Nick says. "Did you and ashley get freaky during free time yesterday?" Nick laughs. Ashley jumps across the table at him smacking him in the face. A gaurd comes over taking ashley back to her room.
"I was only joking." Nick says to chelsea shruggng his shoulders. But the entire time i can't take my thoughts off of Demi. Was it real?
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"Morning Joe!" Anna says cheerfully her red suit back on. She struts into the room like nothings wrong. Crossing her legs on her chair.
"How are you?' She smiles at me. Putting her glasses on. I roll my eyes.
"Fake bitch." I mumble under my breath. She clicks her tongue as she shakes her head at me.
"I see...." She adds. "Well in that case we'll just get started." She taps her pencil to her note book.
"So tell me Joe how long where you and Demi 'together' ?"
"I thought we were going to talk about me killing Demi?" I ask rubbing my neck.
"Your very right we were..." She says back. "But...i've decided i'm going to put that off for awhile." I sigh. I never really took into account how long me and Demi were together. It was all just a drug filled haze. All time seemed to blur into itself.
"Maybe over a year? I'm not sure." I answer. She shakes her head.
"Wrong." She says back to me. My jaw clenches.
"Excuse me?" I ask.
"You only knew Demi for 6 months prior to her death. Not only that but no else even knew you two had been an item." She says matter-of-factly. I glare at her anger heating up inside me.
"And how would you know?"
"Freinds. Family. Oh! and Demi wrote a diarie." She holds up a black tattered book. The words lost soul. Spelled out messly in red sharpie over the cover.
"Actually!" She says. "She even mentions the first day you met." I take a deep breath in.
"What does it say?" I ask nervous rubbing my sweaty palms together.
"Basically what you told. But i will be using the diary to make sure your telling me the truth. Hopefully we can help you realize what 'really' happened in your relationship with Demi." I run my hands through my har impatiantly.
"I know what really happened between me and Demi!" I say pissed.
"Sure you do." She smiles. A pity smile. I jump off the couch. She jolts back covering her self with her notepad.
"Don't worry i'm not going to attack you." I say mockingly. Heading towards the door.
"Where are you going!" She calls out for me. i can hear her heels clacking against the tile floor behind me. Her hand finds my shoulder. I spin around.
"It's free time." I explain." Would you please escort me?" I ask completly insincere. But she does as i ask. I walk in with my head down. I can see ashley dancing in the corner. I look around to see how many gaurds are watching. Only two. When i reach ashley. I grab her by the arm. yankng her out of the commons and into a hall way against the wall.
"Joe whats going...." I cover her mouth. Looking around the corner to make sure the gaurd didn't notice. When im sure its clear. We run down hallway after hallway. Until we reach the laundry room. I make sure no ones inside then push ashley in. She stumbles around in the darkness of the room. Confused.
"Joe whats going on?" She asks throwing her arms up. I grab her by the hips pulling her closer to me. She rest her hands on my chest. The warmth of her body against mine.
"Joe..." She whispers. Her breath lingering with mine.
"I've been wanting to do this for so long." I whisper back wrapping my hands around her waist. I press my lips against her roughly. An animal instct rushing over me, and in the dark i can pretend that she's Demi....
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FanfictionJoe was just a normal teenager. Until he met Demi. She turned his life upside down. But when Demi winds up dead. The police see Joe as a suspect. Joe insist it was a suicide, and after his mom throws him in a psychiatric ward. Joe tells his side of...
