BTS Ships: Imagines & AU stories

Let it go

Love is taking chances when every rational part of your screams, "Don't risk it.' Because it's only when your heart has been ripped open that you get a chance to find the one person capable of making it whole.

-Sabrina Jefferies

The sun shines brightly like parallel sun rays which it woke him up as usual. Birds flock of its feathers like there's no place like other, he yawned and groaned as he stretches his arms and legs, "Good Mythical morning,' tired and dreadful eyes with a faint smile on his face. He swayed his legs over the side and looked at the sky, the colour of turquoise with puffy white clouds,

Before he do his daily routine, he heard his phone, vibrating on top of the table beside at his bed. He checked the notifications to know who it was...

Oh.

He felt his chest dragged on the ground,

It was a message from his beloved one said,


"Good morning sweetheart~❤️'

Taehyung read it, his smiled faded. He suddenly felt his heart has been struck by a thousand arrows, whether he had felt guilt inside him, he had to make a choice whether he would text him back or not.

Choices? Decisions? Deep thoughts? Perfect timing? Loving someone you can't have? His feelings made him procrastinated in a deep deep thought...

About 10 minutes later, another pop-up message which was from him.

"Hyung, Are you alright? Why u no reply mi back?'

Instead, he was distraught more than just a thousand of arrows and he had no choice but to reply her back in order to not keep her worried. It was too harsh for him to make such move, he replied her back that he just woke up and added,

"Sorry, I just had an early stretch, never have I felt so relaxed, I just had to submerge myself onto this soft puffy mattress, Haha,'

Caught in a lie... Here I am in the bed, I felt tears in my eyes... It stings,

" And how bout you, my dear love?❤️"

Dear love... why did I even bother to add?

"Very good actually, though I just had a little cough on the first thing in the morning, jeez why do I have it everyday? With... blood... for some reason, gawd It's so annoying... >-< ,'

A little cough...with blood... Everyday?

No... Don't do this to me...

"But, its not really that much... Its just a little droplets that I spitted out already. I'm okay...'

...

"Really... I'm actually alright. In case, If you're worried about me...'

" Oh, are you sure? Don't push yourself too much...'

"Don't worry about it... It's just a cough, you know?'

Jungkook... Please shut up, You're the only one who's hurt right now... I'm the one who should be worried the most... Stop trying to push yourself, saying you're perfectly fine....

"You sure? Well, I'm gotta go to bathroom and take a dump. Take care of yourself my sweetheart~❤️'

Distraught, Pain, Heartache, Emotional, Guilt, Hurt, Anxiety,Depression... He don't want to know anymore... His heart... it kept stabbing his heart even more.

"Yuck ahahha, Just kidding, you too,'

"My dear love~💓'

My dear love... Why would you say that... stop repeating such words... Why just why....

He put his Iphone near the lampshade and slowly lay his head on his bed, clutches his hand on his chest, uses his palm to cover his eyes as his tears has fallen, silently sobbing. He had enough... He couldn't bear enough. He couldn't bear the core negative vibes in him...

I don't understand... Out of all hundred people of the whole planet, why him....

Why does it have to be this way...

The great pain, the heartbreak, the fatal flaw had affected over his emotions. It was way too much for him. The situation is way too much for him... He couldn't even decide whether to let her go or...

Another message popped out from his phone which it vibrated itself...His dreadful tears kept streaming itself, He had enough.

The feeling of thantophobia is too strong to bear someone like him... He never wanted to bear the pain again. He had to, his mom told him because of his condition. He lost someone he loved already which was her Grandmother. However, letting your beloved one go, was never easy to see your grandmother dissolve into ashes, flowing up in the sky...

Many possible outcomes proceed to the path of labyrinths that may lead into different scenarios... What will he say, He's scared of his beloved's reaction,

There's no turning back now...

Congratulations!! You've reached the demo version of the unpublished book that I decide to write in the future,

It will be called, "IDK,'

Yep, I'm deeply sorry about my progress due to my highschool life, since I am going to graduate soon. Hopefully You guys might stick aroung a little longer.

-Keila