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57. "I can't love him anymore."

Gabby POV

I sighed as I laid on Deana's bedroom door. Myself couldn't stand hearing soft cries from Deana right now. Then again, I feel like it's my fault. Me, Ashlynn and Sela kept telling her she chose Grant and the love triangle should've ended. But the heart can't handle what it wants.

Maybe it was the best...for her, not us.

I knocked softly on the door. "I'm not in the mood Lexi!" She said, sounding hoarse. "It's me. Gabby." I said. She sniffed. "Come in." She said. I walked in her room. She laid on her pillow, sobbing quietly. I could see tears stained on her pillow. She's really hurt and the media oughta give her space. I rubbed her back.

"It's ok Dee! Cmon!" I said. She kept sobbing on the pillow. "No! It's never going to be ok! You really believe it will?! I lost Rafe. I loved him so much. I also love Grant but my heart can't take that Rafe's out of my life. I can't love him anymore." She cried. I hugged her. She hugged back.

"Maybe you could express your pain." I whispered. She looked at me.

"Express it? Everyone's already doing that by making lies and untrue statements." She said. I smirked. "Well you can show them the truth then. By music." I said.

She slowly nodded. "Do you wanna be alone?" I said. She nodded. "Yup. Just need to breathe." She said. I left the room.

I know she's heartbroken, but she can't love two guys forever.