The Missing Piece Of My Heart (A Justin Bieber Love Story)

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•Ashley•

5th May 2014

It had been like two months since the day Justin and I kissed. Things had been a teeny bit awkward after that. Hailey was now back. Taylor was back form tour too. It was hella awkward. Oh and i was now recording songs and stuff again.. back from break yay. I had also in these two months realised that I liked Justin.. more than a friend. I mean it's been an YEAR since Cameron and I broke up... so I don't know about LOVE... but I'm pretty sure I have STRONG feelings for Justin... and he's my best friend... who has a girlfriend... the girlfriend who doesn't know that her boyfriend kissed someone else... that being me.. arghh

Right now I was on my way to the studio to record my newest written song. Im not really sure what it's called yet. But I know for sure it's for Justin. It's super obvious. For me it is.

When I reached the building there were paparazzis waiting there for me. Dang, how did they know I was coming here?!

I quickly got out fo the car, locked it and headed for the door completely trying to ignore the paps. Key word: trying

"Ashley Ashley? Are we getting new songs soon?"

"Ashley! Why did you take a break?"

"Ashley? What's going on between you and Justin?"

That question caught my attention. I turned around to face them.

"Guys I would very much appreciate if you kept your distance and stopped firing questions at me. That's what interviews are for. This isn't one" I said and walked inside the building.

•••

"Okay now that we're done with that.. it's time for the chorus" my manager spoke to me and I nodded showing him a thumbs up.

"Why can't I hold you in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it b-" I sang but then had to stop because of the tears in my eyes. I waved them to stop the track and they did. I took my headphones out before getting of the little booth.

"I'm sorry I can't do this today.." I said sniffling a little.

"It's alright... maybe another day okay?" my manager  told me and I nodded. I grabbed my purse and then walked back to my car.

Why did I break down? Ugh why do I have feelings for Justin? He's in a relationship and I - ugh! I feel like curling up and in bed with icecream and listening to sad songs.

•••

"ASH! ASH OPEN UP!" I heard Taylor scream. I had been in my bedroom the whole day today. In my bed... kind of sobbing.. to be honest.. this is making me sadder than my break up with Cameron.. and I haven't even 'Broke up' with Justin.

"Go away Taylor!" I yelled back. She instead opened the door and barged right in sitting on my bed.

"Okay what's wrong?" She asked me

"Nothing" I said

"ITS NOT NOTHING ASH! YOU'VE BEEN CRYING IN YOUR DAMN ROOM FOR HOURS, THIS IS WORSE THAN THE BREAK UP WITH CAMERON!" She yelled.

"I DON'T KNOW OKAY?! I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M CRYING I JUST CAN'T STOP!" I said and burst into tears again.

"Okay.." Taylor said calmly. She made me sit up and drink some water.

"Okay.. now tell me what's wrong" she asked

"..Justin and I kissed" I sniffled

"WHAT?! WHEN HOW WHERE WHY?!" Taylor asked me and I laughed

"Atleast I got ya to laugh" she said in a country accent and I laughed even more.

"Well it happened about two months ago when you were on tour.. and hailey was at this photo shoot thingy. Justin came over so we could hang out and we were watching Netflix.. and the I said something, he started tickling me and then we just kissed" I shrugged

"Okay and all that is bad why?!" Taylor asked

"Because he has a girlfriend.. and he's my best friend" I said

".. and I think I might have pretty strong feelings for him.." I said sniffling

"Okay... so like... like... close to love?" Taylor asked me in a hushed tone

I looked up at her cautious face and then nodded slowly. Her face went from cautious to shocked and surprised to happy.

"YAY MY BEST FRIEND IS IN LOVE!!!" She screamed dancing around and I giggled

"It's not really all happy.. I mean he already has a girlfriend and he doesn't like me in that way" I laughed.

"Its okay.. I bet he'd dump hailey for you any day.. even if he doesn't having feelings for you like that" Taylor laughed

"Oh my god!" I said chucking a pillow at her. I missed.

"Anyways... I was recording this song that I'd written and I just broke down.." I said

"Was this song about Justin?" Taylor asked me and I nodded.

"Can I see the lyrics?" She asked me and I nodded again handing her my notepads from my side table. She took it and the started reading the lyrics to herself.

"Wow.. that is... wow" Taylor breathed after reading the song..

"... okay let's go shopping since that always cheers us up?!" Taylor asked me and I nodded needing to go out of the house.

"You're the best Tay!" I said getting up from my bed.

"You know it!" She winked before running out the door. I laughed

•••

What what what what what?!
I'm not sad at all.
Seriously I have had the song (the one Ashley was singing) on repeat for the past two days. It's currently on repeat right now as I write this too...

P.s Ashley summers is played by  Alexis Ren.. I guess 😂

Ughhhh...

-Taylor💋