People always thought you were happy inside ,
But they never thought to look in your eyes,
They would see much pain and that every night you cried,
They would see a broken child hidden in disguised,
One day it got so bad instead slashing your wrist,
you grabbed your hidden weapon and wrote your goodbyes,
There was such a long list,
you never thought that the one to find you would be your lovely brother,
The one who was too guarded to show his emotions outside,
That night he held you so tight ,
crying over your bloody body ,
That night part of him died,
you never thought that your best friend would be so feel so despised,
because my darling alex don’t you remember she was the last person you saw that night,
She always thinks she could have made the difference or she should have seen the signs,
Now she's like a slave to her own mind,
Remember your wonderful mother the one who smiled all day long,
Now shes never sober and always crying thinking her life was all wrong,
She barely remembers your brother who looks at her like the blind ,
Never knowing what’s happening around him only focused on his pain inside,
Then there me , your lovely friend the one who cried with your best friend ,
the one who held her so tight and let her cry to sleep that faithful night ,
But you never knew that would happen and its alright ,
You did what you thought what was right ,
You grabbed the gun that was fully load and pointed to your heart
you closed your eyes and counted to ten ,
and knew it was the end.
(In memory of my dear Alex. I will always cherish the memories we spent together .)
