Imagine laying in bed in the dark looking at the ceiling, staring into darkness and listening to a song that you both loved.
You feel a churning in your stomach and your eyes about to tear up, under the covers thinking about what?? Thinking about her.
Her death was a bitch slap of reality, your optimism is gone, your love is gone and you can't get your head around the fact that she left.
People say that times heals all wounds but no, time doesn't heal shit only a strong heart and a desire to belive you an be healed.
But if the fact that she's gone can't get to you stubborn mind and broken heart then your only desire is for her to come back, to hold you, to kiss you, to cuddle with, to hold her hand.
Your only desire is to be loved by her once again.
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Desires
RomanceThis is what I improvised just now and it's about how I felt when my previous girlfriend passed away due to lukemia (blood cancer) we had been together for 6 months including the 2 months she was in treatment.