Sunflower ~Tythan~

The letter........

Ethan's POV-

I woke up, in Tyler's arms. It felt nice, but what didn't feel so nice was me trying to hold my bladder. I really had to pee. Like really bad. So I tried to slip out of his grip but he wouldn't budge. If I went back to sleep, i'd pee all over him. So I wiggled around till I finally got out of his grip then literally ran to the bathroom. I walked back over to Tyler, still asleep. I walked upstairs and quietly shut my door. I grabbed my notebook and just started writing words on the paper. It read:

Dear Tyler,

Chances are you probably will never ever find or read this what so ever, but I don't care. You mean the world to me and I swear if you ever died, or left me, I would break down and think of you everyday. I know that sounds weird as fuck, but it's because I really really care about you. The way you smile then look at me because I made you happy, just warms my soul. When I came to L.A. from Maine I was so happy to be working for Mark, but little did I know I'd also be meeting the love of my life. I can't get over you even though you don't like me, or even love me is hard to think about. But I will always still love you. Always. No matter what, I will always love you, if we ever get into a fight, I'll miss you. If you ever possibly hurt me physically or emotionally, i'll forgive you. Because I love you, forever and always.

-Ethan Nestor

I folded the paper neatly into a paper airplane and it flew into the trashcan. ''It's where it belongs....'' I said. ''He doesn't like me, so what's the point?'' I asked myself. I got up and grabbed the paper plane and looked at it. ''Paper planes are for kids, Ethan.'' I told myself. I looked at the paper plane very carefully so there were no mistakes or bends. ''I am a kid, I stopped growing up a long time ago.'' I told myself. ''Some people just don't want to grow up, want to stay kids forever. Kids used to worry about school, homework, fun, now they worry about their crush, or if they might get murdered on the way home. Kids have the most fun, I wonder why they take it for granted...'' I spoke softly. ''I don't want to worry about paying the bills, paying taxes or car payments, I just want to have fun and run around playing tag, maybe play hopscotch, go to Disney Land, and remember the good times I had as a kid.'' I spoke to myself. I flew the paper plane around the room and it landed on a pile of clothes. I picked it up and put it in one of the drawers then started to clean my room. I went downstairs to see Tyler playing a game on his phone. ''Ethan, I know you're there.'' He said as he put his phone on the glass table. ''Ethan, don't walk away from me please.'' He said as I started walking upstairs. ''Ethan, please.'' He said as I was halfway up the stairs. ''Why not?'' I asked him. ''You don't want to be around me do you?'' He asked. It's true I didn't really want to be around him right now. An awkward silence between us. ''Ethan,'' Tyler started. ''What Tyler?'' I asked ''Ethan, What's wrong bud?'' He asked. I broke out into tears which caused him to be even more worried. ''Ethan what's wrong?'' He got up and came over to me, ''You can tell me Eth.'' I shook my head. ''I c-can't te-tell y-yo-you.'' I choked out my words. ''I wish I c-could but I-I just c-can't...'' Tyler nodded. ''Can you at least try to tell me some of it?'' He asked. I nodded, ''L-letter..'' I said. ''A letter, ok, to whom?'' He asked, he was asking so many questions. ''You....'' He looked shocked, but he nodded. ''Can I read it, I mean if it's okay with you then..'' I had taken the paper plane downstairs, I had put it in a drawer but took it out to put it in the recycle bin. I looked at it and then looked at him. I nodded, ''Only the first 2 lines!'' I said handing the paper to him. Of coarse he read more than 2 lines but he didn't read that far.

Tyler's POV-

Me being me I read 3 lines, It said:

Dear Tyler,

Chances are you will probably never ever read or find this what so ever, but I don't care. You mean the world to me and I swear if you ever died, or left me,I would break down and think of you everyday. I know that sounds weird as fuck, but it's because I really really care about you.

I looked at him, and smiled. ''I care about you too Eth.'' He smiled then looked down and ran his fingers through his hair. ''But you only care about me in a friends way, and I care about......'' He shut up after what he realized he just said. ''I've said too much already.'' He said. I shook my head but he disagreed with me. ''Ethan, I don't think of you as just a friend. Your my world Eth, If you ever died I would literally go crazy. I have no idea what would've happened if I never met you or if you disappeared.''I saw him blush a little and smile. ''Tyler, I- No Ethan dun say dat!'' He said to himself. I smiled and laughed a bit.