Life is hard

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Kara POV: "Kara!!!!! Where is my blanket!!!" Jacob said screaming. I didn't notice Jacob screaming I was listening to Shawn mendes life of the party.

"Kara snap out of it!!!!" Jacob pulls my earplug out. I was mad in rage because my aunt hasn't even left for work yet so why couldn't he ask her, oh maybe she's drunk still god I can't believe it's been 2 years since my parents died in that car accident. I grabbed his blanket and gave it to Jacob. "Heyy where's Luke? He's not in his bed"  I said looking everywhere in his room leaving i felt someone touching me. It was  my aunt patting me on the back of my arm like i wasn't listening to her  in my mind I wanted to slap her she smelled like vodka i noticed Luke was in her arms. He doesn't need to smell that  all I said was "oh there you are buddy!!" i picked up him from her. I stared at my aunt in the eye, I pushed her in the bathroom And I let go of Luke and tried to help her get ready. I wanted to ask her if I could go see Shawn perform  at Austin Mahone concert but I knew her answer. My life is hell, I'm only 15 but I'm being treated like I'm freaking 40 years old. "Hey aunt rose...." Stops before saying anything, "Kara don't ask me anything about that stupid boy u like" she says putting on her boots. I sighed and places my glasses on, I turned on the TV while I poured out lucky charms for my brothers, i know it's like 4 in afternoon but that's all my aunt buys for us. She always puts on me and my brothers "oh I'm broke..." But she has the money to buy her vodka I mean she's ugh!. The TV turned on Good morning America I thought it was the weather all of a sudden I see Cameron Dallas talking about how far shawn has became. 

I handed my brothers there cereal. Suddenly I heard Shawn mendes voice and stopped and looked at TV telling everyone to shut up. "Shawn are you looking for a Girl at any of your concerts?" the person from news asked him. "Yes. I had my eye on all kinds of girls but they weren't really the right one, I want the perfect girl, a girl who's real." Shawn says looking in camera blushing. The tv suddenly got shut off, my aunt was right there where I looked up. All I could hear her say was watch the boys but then I heard her say "no more Shawn Mendes or I'll take ur phone away. My brothers were laughing at me, I looked my aunt in eye and said "get to work! Before u lose your job". My aunt left and slammed the door. I got a message from shawn twitter saying he's going to be at the mall at 11pm tonight. I screamed but then I stopped myself I knew I couldn't go, I have to babysit and plus my brothers would so tell on me. I sat down next to my brothers and grabbed Xbox controller and started to play call of duty. I sunk back thinking about meeting shawn, I tried to keep it in my system but I suddenly bursted out saying "CAN I GO SEE SHAWN?!" looking at Luke and Jacob. I just stared at them and they looked at me and picked up a picture of family. "Do you want to be the reason that this family is broken up? Do you want to be a foster home? Or a orphanage?" Jacob says looking at me with the family picture waiting for answer..

Shawn POV:

"I don't know Austin I just have faith meeting her tonight at the mall" says looking throughout tweets. I click re-tweet on a post saying "I would die if I met Shawn Mendes ~Kara" See Austin one of my amazing fans is the one I'm looking for not one that just wants me to brag about me I just need someone special. "I got you man but what happens if u don't find the one I mean it will be close to midnight how do u know u find her?" Austin says looking at the fans outside. "I don't know  man I just know she'll be there i know I'll find her today" I said looking at fans twitters following random ones. I checked the time we have 5 mins before fans come in this place should we open the doors now? I grab my guitar and helps Austin up. "Yeah go open them up early" Austin says going back stage to get make up down. The fans barge in the doors. I run on stage and starts to play random tunes to stall while they get all in.

Kara POV: I placed both of my hands on Jacobs shoulder "Just imagine you will have a family again if I met Shawn" I said looking in his eyes. I took my phone out of his hands he followed me!,"can I go please maybe we can stay with him soon? I just need you to watch Luke I'll be back before 12 that's when aunt rose is coming back" I grabbed my purse and beanie and put it on with bracelets. I looked at time and it was close to 7. I walked up to Jacob and Luke, I picked up Luke and looked down at Jacob. "'Maybe I can take u too with me because Shawn got done with concert like a hour ago so maybe he's at mall? Do you want to? I said looking into there eyes. No answer came out of them all they did was stare at me. They looked so sad and broken I thought to myself how am I suppose to take them to the mall I could lose them. But I waited for the answer, Jacob looked at me looking serious.....

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Ik it short but it will get better I promise💓

~Kimberly


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